Boarding flight 253 for Denver, the loudspeaker screamed. I hurriedly gathered my things and moved toward the gate. It had been 5 years since I had seen my Mom and her husband. I had been studying in Hawaii. My longtime dream had finally come true of becoming a doctor . I had completed my residency and now I was a full fledged pediatrician. I am hoping to start my own practice in Denver. But that's not what this story is all about. I want to share with you an incident that happened to me when I was 15 years old. This is not a sick perverted story butÖ maybe you may think so, and my feelings are mixed about the whole thing, especially since I will be seeing Joe again soon, (Mom's husband). My Dad died when I was 6, Mom had given birth to me when she was 18. She had a promising career as a beauty pageant contestant, but I guess that just wasn't meant to be. She has never made me feel bad because she had me, because my Mom is a survivor and has always wanted nothing but the best for me. I know she loved me and always made me feel special. Mom had become a registered Nurse while my Dad was alive and she went on to become a Doctors assistant. I really respected Mom for her moxy and wanted to be like her. I have finally arrived I thought to myself as we lifted off the runway streaking upward into the blue sky inside the jumbo jet. The story I want to tell you about all started when I was 15. Mom had basically stayed unattached since Dad died. She was too involved with making a living for us and raising me. She kept a very close watch over me and protected me from everything. She had enrolled me in a Catholic School down the street. We lived in a very affluent neighborhood and were highly respected. About two months before my 15th birthday, Mom had started dating a fellow she had met at a doctors gathering at the hospital. He was a well to do real estate developer. I encouraged Mom to start dating, she had been alone long enough. It certainly wasn't because my Mom was not attractive that she didn't date, she was stunning . Tall, about 5'9", long brown hair and the class of a aristocrat. Well this Joe must have been pretty special because I saw a change in Mom's demeanor after she met him, I could tell she must have really liked him. Anyhow, she informed me that she was going to have dinner with him and wanted me to join them and meet him. I was thrilled, I couldn't wait to meet the person that made Mom happier and more radiant. than I had seen her in years. Finally, Friday night came and Mom picked me up after work and after she changed into fresh clothes we left for the restaurant. I was impressed when we arrived. It was a French upscale restaurant with a beautiful atmosphere. When we entered, all eyes turned to us. Oh, by the way, not only was Mom stunning, but I was as well. I stood 5'1", had brown hair and blue eyes, and a pretty cute figure. Everyone said I took after my Mom. As we entered, Mom spotted Joe and he got up to greet us. Wow, I thought. He was really a handsome man. Immediately I knew that him and Mom made a great couple. Mom introduced me. Joe, this is my pride and joy, Susan Hello Susan, Joe responded with a bit of a foreign accent. Something like Omar the actor. I liked being referred to by my proper name. So many people called me Susie, or honey or some other condescending name like "young lady" or something. Joe treated me with respect. I liked that. As he reached out his hand to shake mine I know my face flushed. I was embarrassed. We ended up having a great dinner, we talked for a couple hours and it was really great having conversation with an adult man. It almost seemed like a family. On the way home Mom couldn't wait to ask how I liked him. She was pleased when I said I thought he was great and that I thought they made a great couple. I knew Mom really like him. Well, tell me Mom? Tell you what Susan? Well, are there any special plans in the future. Mom just blushed and giggled like a teenager. Well, who knows, we will just have to wait and see. Chapter 2 It was the night of my 15th birthday party and I was so excited when I came home. Mom had invited 20 of my best girlfriends from school. Her and Joe had worked hard on making this a really special time for me. We had a wonderful time of fun and games and the presents were special as well. Finally though, it came to the end of the evening and everyone left. After cleaning up Mom and Joe presented me with their gift. I was shocked to open the envelope and there was a check for $10,000 designated for my college tuition to Medical School. I was flabbergasted, I didn't know what to say. They were so pleased that I was happy. I grabbed Mom and hugged her so tight I about squeezed her to death. Mom whispered, I was not the only one who gave you the gift Susan. With that I turned and threw my arms around Joe as well thanking him gratefully. He leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. We're so glad to help you get a head start on your dream Susan, he said. I was really growing to like Joe a lot. Joe left about 11 and Mom and I finished cleaning up. You know Mom, I said. I really don't know what to say. I am so shocked. That's OK Susan, we both love you and want the best for you. Now, this is where the story changes pace. It was about a week later and I had just walked in the door after school when the phone rang. Hi honey the voice on the other end said. Hi Mom, what's up. Listen Susan, I'm going to be delayed at the hospital about two hours, Joe is supposed to be coming over to pick me up for dinner, will you call him & tell him I'll be late? Sure Mom, no problem. I dialed the phone and finally Joe's answering machine answered. Shoot ,I must have missed him I thought to myself. When the greeting was over, I left a message telling Joe that if he got this message that Mom would be a couple of hours late and to come over later to pick her up. With that I pulled my white blouse out of my pleated, checkered Catholic School skirt and began going up the steps when the doorbell rang. I ran over to the door and opened it and their stood Joe with a bouquet of roses in his hand. Hi Susan, I'm here to pick up your Mom for dinner. Oh, I'm sorry Joe, I tried to call you at home but you were not there. Mom has been delayed about two hours at the hospital. Oh ,Joe replied. I'm sorry Joe I said, I'm so rude. Come on in. Joe stepped in and I took the roses from him and walked over to the sink ,grabbed a vase and ran some water in it for the flowers. They are beautiful Joe, I said. Thank you Susan, I hope your Mom likes them. Oh, I'm sure she will Joe. She likes everything you do. She does, does she, Joe replied half laughing. I was facing the sink working on the flowers when I felt Joe place both hands on my shoulders and begin massaging them. Does that feel good Susan, Joe asked. Well, a, well yes, I guess so. I was stunned, I really didn't know what to say to him. Good, Joe responded as he massaged more methodically. I had to admit, it really did feel great, his hands were so strong and at the same time, so gentle. I finished with the flowers and sat the vase aside and placed my hand on the ledge of the sink as Joe continued to rub his fingers deeply into my shoulders with a massaging motion that caused my head to spin. It felt great. Ah Joe, well I really have some homework to do, and IÖÖÖ Just relax Susan, you will have plenty of time for homework. When is the last time you had a good shoulder rub? Well, actually, never I replied. I felt so stupid. All right then, just relax and enjoy. I really didn't argue, actually, I really didn't know what to do. I had never, and I mean never, had a boy or man or anybody else for that matter, touch me. Then Joe moved his hands from my shoulders to the side of my head and began to rub my temples. I thought my knees would collapse. I got light headed and started to weave back and forth. Joe took his left arm and quickly put it around my waist. You OK, Joe said with a concerned voice. Yes, I think so I replied. I just got really dizzy there for a moment. Joe half laughed, you sure you're OK? Yes, I think so I said. Then with one arm around my waist and one hand still massaging my right temple he lowered his head to my neck and gently kissed me. I felt a wave of electricity shoot through my body and I thought I would faint. What are you doing I asked half scared to death. Nothing Susan, nothing. He kissed me again as his arm tighten around my waist. I think I better go upstairs Joe I said with a panicked voice. Relax Susan, do you think I'm going to hurt you? Well, I don't know JoeÖ.. are you? Of course not Susan, I wouldn't think of it. Then he bent over and kissed the other side of my neck, this time he lingered and lightly ran his tongue over the skin. I shuttered all over. Now, doesn't that feel good Susan? I didn't reply. I could feel his warm breath against my neck and it was driving me crazy. I began to squirm to try and get out of his grasp but it was to no avail. He held me tight as he continued. Joe then began moving his hand back and forth across my flat stomach as he massaged my temple and kissed my neck. My knees had all but given out by this time and I was just hanging there with my hands on the sink and my back against Joe. I wasn't sure what I was feeling, but it sure was different. As Joe rubbed my stomach, he began to unbutton the bottom buttons of my blouse. I was too weak and memorized to do anything and he obviously could sense that, because he was really bold in this movements. When he finally reached the button at my belly button, he moved his hand underneath my blouse and placed his big hand on my belly. Shivers ran up and down my spine as he ran his fingers lightly over the skin. My head was spinning, I really just didn't know what to do. I knew it was wrong, but I didn't know how to stop it. You're beautiful Susan, Joe whispered in my ear. You're one of the most beautiful women I have ever known. Woman I thought. I'm no woman. Or am I? Right now I wasn't sure about anything. Joe continued rubbing me and moved his right hand from my temple to my belly as well. With one hand he rubbed and with the other he continued his pursuit of unbuttoning my blouse. I was starting to panic now, as I struggled to try and get loose from his grasp. Joe pleaseÖI said with a soft voice. Please let me go. Joe didn't answer, but kept rubbing and moving his hand upward in the process. By now he had my blouse completely unbuttoned. Then with one clean motion, Joe turned me around and pinned my back to the sink. He looked me straight in the eye as his body pushed against mine and then he took both hands, put them on each side of my head, moved his head forward and placed his lips directly on mine. I began to struggle to get loose but I had no room to move. His lips burned against mine as he continued to kiss me passionately. I had never been kissed before, and the sensation was, well all I can say isÖ.unbelievable. With his lips still pressed tightly against mine, Joe took his hands and moved them to my shoulders, placed them under my blouse and began to push. I was limp and it really didn't take much effort for him to push it over my shoulder and down my arms till it fell in a pile onto the floor. I wanted to resist, honest I did, but I just couldn't. I can't tell you why, but I couldn't. Then Joe took his hands and placed them on my back and began to pull me close to him, still kissing me. My mind was racing, by head was spinning, and my legs were so weak I didn't even know they were still attached to my hips. As Joe continued to kiss me he began to run his tongue over my slightly parted lips, I opened my mouth slightly and he inserted his tongue inside, moving his tongue in and out gently and slowly. I heard myself began to make little moaning noises, I didn't know where they were coming from but they were there. I was so enthralled with Joe's lips on mine that I hardly noticed this fingers fumbling at the snap on my white lacy bra until I felt it unsnap and come apart. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I tried to protest since I couldn't speak, I tried to move my arms but Joe had them securely pinned against my side with his own arms as they were around my back. I tried to kick myself free but he had one leg between my legs and I only kicked at air. Finally he took his mouth off of mine. Joe stop, I screamed. Stop right now. I'm going to tell my Mom. Joe looked me straight in the eye and with a very stern look on his face he said, "Susan, shut up and relax", I'm not going to tell you twice. I was stunned. I didn't know if I should fear him or respect him. His voice was so commanding yet, so gentle and reassuring. Did you understand me Susan, Joe repeated. Stunned, I just looked at him and shook my head. Remember Susan, I won't tell you twice. With that Joe moved backward one step and as he did he pulled my bra away from my body and dropped it to the floor. There I stood, for the first time ever in my life, bare chested in front of another human being. Your breasts are very beautiful Susan, Joe said in a very matter of fact tone of voice. Well I knew they weren't the biggest in the world but being the size of two oranges obviously didn't seem to make a difference to Joe as he stood there and ogled them. Chapter 3 My eyes were half closed, mostly out of embarrassment, and my head was turned downward. Look up here at me Susan, Joe said. As I did, he was smiling. Your breasts are beautiful Susan, you have nothing to be embarrassed about. I wondered how he knew what I was thinking. Then he reached out his hand and with his forefinger and thumb he placed them on my little nipple and slightly squeezed. I thought I had been sitting in the electric chair as a charge went racing through my body from my breast to my feet and back to my brain in a millisecond. Oh gawd, I cried out as my eyes closed and my head flung backwards and my knees buckled. Joe steadied me with his left arm as he continued to squeeze my nipple. Then he took the whole hand and encompassed my breast and gently squeezed on it. Open your eyes and look at me Susan, Joe commanded. I opened my eyes and Joe was staring lovingly into them. Do you like that Susan, Joe asked? No words would come out of my mouth. I was speechless. He knew it. Just shake your head Susan, yes or no. I closed my eyes again and opened them and then shook my headÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ.yes. A big smile came over Joe's face as he saidÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ.Good. I wasn't ready for what came next, (as though I had been ready for anything up to this point). Joe leaned his head over and placed his warm lips directly around my nipple and he started to suck. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I heard myself moan. Oh gawdddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. As Joe sucked on one breast his free hand was rolling my nipple between his thumb and forefinger. I wish I could describe the sensation that was happening ,but no words I can think of would describe it. Then without any warning Joe pulled away, took me by the elbows and led me over to the kitchen chair where he sat me down. He just stood in front of me as I looked up into his face. You're a beautiful young woman Susan. Very beautiful. His words just made me melt as I sat there with my breasts bare to the world. Then he took two fingers on his right hand, put them in his mouth where he wet them, pulled them out and reached over and grasped my nipples with them. Hot waves shot through my body as he rolled the nipples between his fingers. I just continued to look him in the eyes as he continued. Then unconsciously I took my hands and placed them on his hands as he continued. Joe smiled. Then without any hesitation, Joe took his right hand and lifted it to my lips. I opened my mouth and he placed two fingers inside and told me to suck them and get them wet. I did. Then he pulled them out and placed them on my nipples again. It was a different kind of sensation knowing it was my saliva that was making my nipple feel this way. I continued to look into his face as he removed his right hand from my breast and moved it directly to his zipper and with one clean motion he unzipped his pants, placed his hand inside and pulled out his penis. My eyes about bugged out of my head. I had never seen a man's penis before. I had seen a 8 year old's who I baby-sat for but he was only about 3 inches long. This on the other hand was huge. I sat there mesmerized by it and Joe just looked down at me smiling while he held it with his right hand. Oh gawd I thought, what does this mean. Joe took a step toward me with that big thing in his hand and as he got closer he aimed it at my tittie, then he took it and rubbed the end of my nipple. My jaw almost fell to the floor as I felt a drop of warm liquid ooze out from the end of his penis and find its' home. I looked down at the drop of liquid as it glistened on the end of my nipple, Joe continued to rub his penis over by breast and I thought I would die. Then he moved his penis to the other breast and repeated the indiscretion. As I watched in awe I couldn't figure out what was happening. Then Joe moved again and with penis in hand, he directed to the middle of my breasts and then up toward my face. There he stood with that enormous pole pointing directly at my mouth. Oh gawd I thought, now what. Stick out your tongue Susan he quietly said. What ???? I exclaimed. Stick out your tongue Susan, NOW!!! Slowly, I let my tongue proceed from my mouth, through my lips and into the open air. Then Joe took his penis and gently rubbed it against my tongue. I could taste the warm liquid that was on the end of it as I just sat there looking up at him. He continued to rub the big thing over the end of my tongue and I felt a strange twinge in my lower belly. Susan? Joe said. What I answered. Did you ever see a man and woman make love? No!!!! I responded in a shocked voice. Well tonight about 12 midnight, I will be bringing your Mom home from our date, I want you to plant yourself at the top of the stairs and watch your Mom and me. You hear? I don't know if I can Joe. You can Susan, and you will. Just then the lights flashed into the driveway, I knew it was Mom. I jumped up, grabbed my blouse and bra and ran upstairs to my bedroom. I threw my housecoat on and jumped on the bed with a book. I heard Mom and Joe downstairs talking and then Mom came upstairs to change. On her way back down stairs she stopped by my room and knocked. Susan, you in there? Yea Mom, come on in. Mom came over and gave me a big kiss on the cheek. I hope Joe wasn't too much of a pain while he was waiting for me? No Mom, it was OK, I've just been studying. I never lied to my Mom before now, and to this day I can't figure out what compelled me to do so. She kissed me again and told me not to wait up that they would be late.