Archive-name: Changes/saramia1.txt Archive-author: Archive-title: Sara Mia: Sara - The Beginning It was a summer I would never forget but prayed everynight that I did. By the spring of the following year I had the hottest girlfriend in town and two secret male lovers too. Sex with a woman was still the first priority but occassional sex with a man was still a craving that I could not deny myself. That summer I made sure I didn't return to the islands with my parents. Instead, I took a trip around the country with my girlfriend May and our best friends Jon and Mary. We were a foursome both as friends and lovers (though not bisexually) during the entire trip. Things changed when we got to Texas. We were in Austin, Texas at a place called Hippy Hollow. It was a freshwater creek in the middle of the forest and it nude bathing was permissable. I was naked, of course, and walking through the creek up ahead of everybody else. There was this guy leaning back on a big rock ahead of me. His body was firm and lean with a washboard stomach. His cock was long and mean as he stroked it hard and beautiful. He was smiling as I approached him. I didn't recall ever seeing him before. When I was close enough he said, "Sara Sister Sara come suck my beautiful cock!" Instantly my eyes glazed over with sexual lust as I opened my mouth, bent over and deep throated to the hilt his delicious prick. Moaning my deep appreciation and satisfaction I heard him say "Sara Sister Sara you suck cock so good", as he stroked the sides of my chest. I was concentrating so fully on his massive wonder I did not hear May, Jon and Mary approach. May's screams and Mary's gasps did not affect my new and sole purpose in life at that very moment. Sara had been commanded by MASTER to suck his cock and that's exactly what Sara would do until ordered otherwise. And Master's cock tasted so good. It had been so long since I had sucked such a delicious cock and I moaned, groaned and slobbered my pleasure as I gobbled his hard love pole down my throat. Sucking all of his love cum down by throat, I stood up with his cum still dripping down my chin awaiting his next command. It mattered not who gave the command, for as long as I heard it, all I could see was the face of Master or Mistress looking back at me. Unless another command was given within a few minutes I would revert back to reality and act like nothing had happened. But the man who had uttered Master's words just got up and walked away leaving me with no explanation to May and his cum smeared across my lips. Because of it, the rest of the trip was uneventful and when we returned to our home we went our separate ways. A few months later, the phone rang and mother said it was for me. When I put the receiver to my ear all I heard was, "Sara Sister Sara, come to your Master at 14 East 66th Street." This was repeated again and demanded an answer. I said yes but resisted. I didn't want to go. I didn't want to change things. But by not obeying Master's command, I became sick with stomach cramps and drew a fever as each day passed without following out his command. My parents took me to the doctor but the doctor could only say it was a virus and it would pass with plenty of rest. On the tenth night after receiving another call that same afternoon, I could stand it no more. I had to obey. My mind was blank as I took the bus across the river and the subway down to my destination. The cramps lessened as I approached the address I had heard over the phone. Walking up the stairs of the brownstone, a warmth of security enveloped me. I rang the doorbell and felt absolutely at ease when the door opened and I stepped inside. The lovely maiden who had opened the door for me asked me to step out of my clothes. When I was naked I heard the three magic words. "Sara Sister Sara welcome home." At that moment I felt a sting in my left buttock and then the room spun around and I passed out. After a period of time of which I no not how much time had passed, I remember opening my eyes as I was sucking what seemed to be Master's cock. His voice soothed me as I lusted over his meat. "From this day forward you will only be Sara. You will be a woman who is the best of both worlds with tits and a cock. You will always be Sara, Samuel no longer exists. In fact, for Sara, he never did." Then everything went blank again. Time stood still for me as I could remember nothing but a blur of images and waves of erotica swimming through me time and time again. The first real thing I remember out of the haze was smoking a cigarette in the front parlor. Lounging out on a loveseat, a gentleman caller sat down next to me and immediately drew his lips to mine. After a deep soul kiss, he got up smiling and walked away. Then I heard Master's voice and went to him on command. My gentleman caller had gone upstairs and I was to join him. Would I do this for my Master? With all my heart I told Master. As soon as I entered the room, my new lover embraced me into his arms. Our lips met and separated so that our hot tongues could dance wildly together. Pushing me down to the floor with his weight on top of me, loverboy lifted up my baby doll lingerie to suck on one of my hard nipples. His tongue drove me crazy with lust and I moaned with delicious delight. Sucking on my other nipple his right hand reached down to stroke my rapidly growing cock while my free hands strove to rip off his clothes as fast as they could. Once almost fully naked, we crawled ourselves into a tight sixty-nine position sucking wildly over each other's delicious love meats. Moaning, groaning and writhing about like savages in heat on the floor we explode in mutual orgasms. Then with me lying spent on the floor, my lover will put his clothes back on, thank me and walk out of the room. There are other times when my lover will be my slave, or I will be his or we will just suck and/or fuck. They are different lovers but I do it for my Master and the reward I treasure so deeply, Master's fist. After loverboy leaves Master calls for me to crawl before him downstairs. The drug has worn off a little bit as I straighten myself up in the mirror. Looking at myself full-length I can see that I have nice tits, firm, full and succulent. My auburn hair flows in wavely just above my shoulders. My skin is soft and smooth and my hips have perfect curves that accent my six inch cock between my thighs. For a moment I think about arriving at the brownstone as Samuel, then shake off the daydream and notice the calender says its one year from whence I last remember. On the vanity below me is a long line of love powder. I snort it up quickly and a new burst of warmth pervades me and I forget about my curious daydreams and go downstairs to my Master. Downstairs my Master draws me into him arms and sits me back onto one of the day mattresses. Drawing my legs over his shoulders he enters my love hole in one full thrust. I open and accept histool with my love. Our lips meet as he thrusts his tool in and out of my "cunt". With each thrust he demands my praise. I tell him he is all I live for. I am the possession of my Master, my body is his to do as he wishes. I live only to fulfill the desires of Master. After emptying his hot cum deep in my "cunt", I clean Master's cock with my lips and tongue then bent over at his command. Now I feel Master's hand pushing into me. Because of my intense training, I easily and wonderfully open up to him so that his whole clenched fist easily fits inside me. As Master fistfucks my hole, I thrust back and forth on all fours to drive him deeper inside me. My cock is so hard it sends waves and waves of multi-orgasmic sensations through my body. With his free hand, Master strokes my cock and I explode in a violent orgasm that spews my hot semen all over his stroking hand. Wildly, I take Master's hand and suck all of my cum clean off his skin. After a wonderful french kiss, Master hands me a joint and tells me to relax. Snuggling up to one my slave companions, I lazily bend down to take her soft cock into my mouth. There's nothing like a good joint and a juicy cock after a good fistfucking. Then after licking and giggling we would all happily climb the stairs to go to sleep. Either sleeping together or alone it is always on new satin sheets and covers. I awoke with great cramping in my stomach. Clutching myself there, I crawled over to my morning troph and begged for morning cock from Master. Whining near tears for several minutes, I begged to have my morning cock. Other slaves were probably doing the samething right next to me. But I, as they were, was only aware of myself, my world and my addiction. When a anounymous cock was presented to me, I sucked on it with relish as my body felt a rush of energy enter into every nerve cell. Once finished, I felt alive and exhuberant. I could do anything. My bubble bath followed where I was bathed by mysterious hands because I always wore a blindfold for every morning bath. Next came weights and aerobics class. Tone up those muscles and firm up that paunch. Right after lunch I would give myself a hit in the arm and feel the glorious rush hit the back of my head. In the afternoon, I would either help out on daily chores in the brownstone or go out shopping. I would always be back before the evening, for it was in the evening when I would perform for all of Master's friends and desires. After taking an afternoon shower I sit in front of my vanity while other slaves who are trained in the art of preparing Master's toys (of which I am one) for the evening's pleasures. I need only sit and watch my reflection in the mirror as the female slaves prepare me for the evening at hand. They dry my hair and brush it out, they apply my makeup, shave my legs, apply cologne, and finally dress me in the lingerie Master has approved for me to wear that night. All I do is sit and stare and wonder how I could have been blessed with such a wonderful life. I smoke the best marijuana and have a never-ending supply of my wonderful love drug. I snort and hit as much as I want whenever I want. Life would not be worth living without it. I live for Master's pleasure and the sexual pleasure he gives me twenty four hours a day. Ready for the evening at hand, I enter the downstairs' parlor and sit on one of the loveseats provided. When Master enters the room, I fall to the floor on my knees with my head bowed, awaiting his command and pleasure. I hear Sara Sister Sara suck your Master's cock. I lift my head and take the cock in front of me into my mouth and close my eyes as I suck down its essense. My body shivers with euphoria as I suck Master's massive cock down my throat. My eyes glaze heavily over with intense lust. Master's cock tastes so good. His massive member fits so snugly between my lips and gum. Everytime my nose brushes against his pubic hairs my body convulses in ripples of erotic bliss. I know Master is pleased when I feel his hands roughly take hold of the back of my head to take better control of the scene. Holding my head stationary, Master thrusts his cock in and out of my mouth with savage intensity. I passively stay limp like a rag doll awaiting the splash of Master's hot cum into the back of my mouth. As always, without warning, his cum hits the back palate of my mouth and streams down my throat. I swallow hungrily to drink his honey nektar of the gods. When his grip loosens around my head, I take great care in lovingly kissing and licking his cock clean as it grows soft within my touch. Pleasing Master is my greatest rush and satisfaction. Thinking I am the most treasured of his possessions makes me orgasm just imagining it. I live and breathe for Master. He is the reason for my existance. Master orders me to stand up and presents me to two of his friends. Sara Sister Sara please these friends of Master. With pleasure and love Master! Their faces are of no importance. Who they are does not matter. I have been ordered to please Master's friends and that is what I will do. In the privacy of a room on the second floor, I please Master by allowing his friends to ravish and rape my body to their heavenly delight. I suck their cocks and drink down their nektars. They rape my cunt and whip my breasts. I eat their assholes and fuck them on command. We fall into a daisy chain and suck each other off again and again. When my body is limp and spent, they leave me alone on the floor and depart. Slowly but with determination, I gather myself up off the floor and proceed down to Master in the parlor downstairs. Crawling to Master's feet, I beg to serve him forever and ask what else I can do that evening for his pleasure. Master orders me to stand at attention before him. As I do, a hooded male slave pricks my arm with an added boost. Another hooded male slave attaches various leather restraints to my lithe body. Wrist and ankle cuffs, a leather waist harness, a slave collar with spikes, and taut clips to my hard nipples. My wrists are cuffed behind my back and a ball gag is inserted in my mouth. Master strokes the side of my face and then spits a gob of saliva between my eyes. Grabbing my cock, Master squeezes so hard sending ripples of agonizing pain throughout my body causing me to bend down to the floor on my knees. Master growls that I will obey or die. Then the male slaves lead me to a room on the third floor. I am left standing alone in the room awaiting the fate that Master has chosen for me. Suddenly the lights dim and a figure steps into the room. Sara Sister Sara Mistress is here to command you. Mistress! Mistress is here to abuse and humiliate me. Mistress is dressed in full leather that is so new I can smell it from across the room. In one hand is a paddle while in the other hand is a massive horse whip. My heart pounds as she slowly struts up to me. I tremble from her presence. For the rest of the night I am beaten, whipped, abused, raped and degraded by the violence of Mistress. Mistress is cruel, demanding and very sexual. The extreme pain she inflicts on my body sends me to a higher level of sexual esctasy. At the end of our session together, Mistress allows me to erotically and slowly fuck her bringing me off to a sensational orgasm. Sometime in the late morning I woke up. Though exhausted and spent from the strenueous night before, I still fall on the fall with the awful cramps in my stomach. Only after my dose of morning cocksucking do I regain my composure. Carefully but quickly I prepare a syringe of love juice and inject myself. My body relaxes as the love drug settles my nerves. Then a moment later it jolts me backwards, the rush hitting my brain and rebounding back down the rest of my body. Now I am ready for my slave attendants to administer my love bath. While I am relaxing in the tub, one of Master's sex slave kitten comes to me and tells me that Master has given her to me for the morning for appreciation of my submissive obedience the night before. Sighing with appreciation and love for Master, I have the sex kitten slide between my legs and slowly suck my cock while the hooded slaves attended to my bathing needs. Standing before the full length mirror, the hooded slaves toweling off my wet body, I tried to remember my past. All I could think of was this boy called Samuel. Lifting my fingers to my nipples, I massaged the tips between my thumbs and index fingers. One of my slaves injected another hit into my arm and almost instantly the thoughts of that boy named Samuel whistfully escaped from my mind. With the love juice flowing through my veins, my cock became rock hard. Motioning for my hooded slaves to back away, I fall backwards onto the floor and bekon sex kitten to straddle my cock with her cunt and fuck me to orgasm. Night after night Master commands me to satisfy his friends and associates. Night after night I revel as they ravish my body as one orgasm after another sweeps through my body. On certain nights, after I am exhausted and spent, Master will awaken the sexual lust within me as he allows me to satisfy his pleasures until the sun streaks its rays into the morning sky. But it is the nights that Mistress abuses and tortures my body and violates my soul that turn my stomach with revulsion. I am helpless to not obey her commands. To disobey her means certain punishment in hell from Master so I am wise to obey Mistress even though I wish not to. It is the times after nights with Mistress that I wish I could break my bonds of servitude to Master and escape from his realm forever. One night after Mistress, Master sensed my discontent and had me gangfucked by his many friends. With constant lips and tongues tightly sucking my hard and aching nipples, with another mouth constantly sucking my cock, I was fucked in my cunt and mouth by one faceless cock after another. What a glorious night as I swallowed delicious cum and accepted countless ejaculations into my rectal cunt cavity. All the while those wild lips sucked and grinded over my hard nipples and kept sucking my cock like an automatic milking machine. As a reward for my orgasms, Master whipped my ass till I bled and in gratitude I sucked his cock and asshole till I fell asleep from pure sexual exhaustion. After that episode of lust and discipline, Master allowed me to rest for several days until my wounds of servitude disappeared and my skin became soft and smooth once more. My tits are larger and more firm now. My nipples stand out hard and solid as I tweak them with my fingers. Gazing at my supple body in front of the mirror, I watch my hand glide over the curves of my perfect breasts and down over my flat and firm belly to circle and grasp my flaccid cock that hangs between my soft, smooth, beautiful legs. Not an ounce of unwanted fat is concealed within my skin. And my firm ass complement my entire figure. If I ever was once only a man, this is no longer noticable for even the adam's apple in my neck has all but disappeared. My long flowing brown hair falls gracefully down my back. I am truly in love with myself and my body. One piece at a time, Master's hooded slaves hand me my clothing to be worn for tonight's festivities. First the silk panties followed by the garter belt and black stockings. Next comes the black lace bra that uplifts and accentuates my already firm and supple breasts. Sitting down by the vanity, I extend out my hands so that one of my maiden slaves can paint my nails while another applies my evening makeup to my face and another brushes out my hair. Finally Master's favorite perfume is applied to the nape of my neck, behind my earrings and around my cock. My low cut dress is handed to me and I step into its tight fit and a hooded slave zips me up in the back. Finishing off my evening ritual, I puff on a joint of heavenly grass as one of my maidens inject a night supply of love juice into my veins. With my body floating and my sexual lust aroused, I trace my lips with my tongue and descend the stairs of Master's brownstone to the parlor below for the anticipated evening ahead. Leaning against the open bar, I sip white wine and smoke a cigarette with my fellow she-male slaves and await as Master's friends slowly start to arrive. Their faces are meaningless for I will pleasure whoever Master desires me to please. I am but a mere possession of my Master. I live for his command and I obey for his pleasure. Suddenly I am aware of his presence. I feel his firm body slide across mine and his arm glide around my waist. Master commands me to follow him and I do without a moment's hesitation. Master introduces me to a couple, a man and a woman. They are both in their twenties. She is a beautiful blonde and he is of no consequence. Her name is Dawn and her partner's name is Steve. Master commands me to please him by giving this couple a night they will not forget. He transfers his power of my soul to the woman and leaves me with them for the evening. Sitting on a loveseat, Dawn and I talk as her partner goes off for some more drinks. While we talk, Master returns with my purse. Inside is my entrance key, $1000 in cash and a sufficient supply of the love drug for myself and my masters for the evening at hand. It isn't long before Dawn and I have licked our lips and tongues together in a slow love dance. She tastes invitingly good and for the first time in a long time I relish the events of the evening that are about to take place. Mistress then surprises me by announcing that I am to follow them for dinner and a nightclub. In a corner table of a dimly lit restaurant, Mistress Dawn massages my breasts as Master commands me to kick off my shoes and massage his enormous cock that bulges inside his pants. After the main course is served and taken away, Dawn tells me to follow her into the Ladies' Room. Following her into one of the stalls, Mistress Dawn sinks to her knees and commands me to lift my dress. Sliding her nails up the sides of my black stocking legs, she hisses with delight as she slides her hot mouth over the head of my cock. There, in the stall of the ladies room, she sucks my cock like a slut in heat and I ejaculate hard and fast into her warm and experienced mouth. Standing up, I see my cum bubbling between her lips. She orders me to suck my cum from her mouth and swallow it and with my body hot with lust I oblige her command with heated relish and lust. After dinner we speed off to a dance club with the back cab privacy of the couple's limo. As her partner sits passively on one of the upraised jumper stools, Dawn and I hotly fondle and kiss each other. Obviously this dude Steve is Dawn's meek slave I think because he sits away from us without motion. At the dance club, Dawn and I dance one number after another with every partner we can pick up. Eventually we dance with only each other. It is in this ladies room that I turn my night partner onto Master's love juice. Naturally, after only a few more dances, Dawn is ready to leave. Steve has been waiting quietly in the limo and is in the same position when our spent and danced out bodies reenter the limo. Dawn tells the chauffer to drive, just drive anywhere. As the cold air hits our sweaty bodies, Dawn starts to tear off her drenched clothing and tells me to do the same. Her breasts are small, petite and soft just as I like them. And my body is just what she needed. My eyes widen with lust as I feast on the natural blonde curls that encircle her sopping wet pussy. With Dawn positioning herself against the far corner of the large bench seat, she spreads her legs and I need no further invitation. Just the sight of blonde curls fueled my fire as I dove between Dawn's smooth legs and covered my mouth over her pussy and love button. As I munched and sucked, Dawn moaned and groaned her pleasure, squeezing her thighs tightly around my face. Lifting her ass upwards, I followed her pussy, my tongue wrapped tightly around her clitoris and my lips ever widening to swallow her entire pussy into my mouth. One orgasm followed another as I wanted more and more of her delicious pussy. My cock was hard as a rock, so when she screamed for me to fuck her I couldn't wait a moment longer. We rolled onto the carpeted floor as I mounted her supple body and slid my cock into her sloshing love canal. Wrapping her legs around my ass, digging her nails into my back, our lips and tongues meshed together as I pounded her cunt with my torrid cock. It was then that I felt the warm tongue against the crevice of my ass. It was obviously Steve's who had now decided to participate in the action. As Dawn and I slowed our rhythymic gyrations, the tongue lubricated my asshole cunt for obvious entry and possession. When the tongue disappeared, I felt two hands grip my buns and spread them apart. Then with a firm thrust, a very large cock pushed into my rectal cavity and proceeded to split me apart. I had to stop fucking Dawn, leaving my cock buried in her cunt as Steve pushed what seemed his gigantic entire length into my asshole cunt. Dawn growled what a nice sandwich we made. We started slowly but built up into a frenzy. I was possessed as I fucked. It was wonderful. Then we changed positions. With Dawn on top, I turned my mouth on Steve's enormous cock and sucked his entire length down my throat with my expert action. As Dawn pumped her velvet cunt up and down my love meat, I deep throated Steve and lusted over his outcries of apparent approval. Just before Steve was about to ejaculate, Dawn ordered him to pull out of my mouth and spurt his hot cum all over my face. As soon as he finished doing so, Dawn bent down and licked her lover's cum off my face. Giggling she ordered Steve to dress and face away from the action. As he followed orders she ordered us to meld our bodies into a torrid sixty-nine. As our limo drove down silent and endless streets, Dawn and I sucked each other to one orgasm after another. Needing a rest, we cuddled into each other's embrace and smoked a couple of joints. Dawn told me to get dressed the best I could as she did the same and told the driver to take us to her home. Once inside their spacious high rise condo, Dawn ordered Steve to get into his uniform as she led me into the bedroom. She asked for another snort of Master's love potion and I encouraged her to allow me to hit her with the needle instead. I wanted it all. Carefully I mainlined some into Dawn's veins. As she collasped from its intense rush of sexual fire, I inserted a good hit into my arm. Very rarely had I ever mainlined, but I knew if ever there was a time to do so, now was the time. The instant rush sent me reeling to the softness of Dawn's large waterbed. As the sexual fire consumed my body, I ripped off my clothes wanting to be free and naked. Dawn had done the same and had thrown herself against the large mirror on the opposite wall. She was groaning and screaming and fondling her firey body as I did the same on the bed. I screamed to my lover to join me, quickly, quickly as she could. Dawn's face was totally contorted and her eyes completely glazed over with abandoned lust as she flung her hot body onto the bed to join mine. With a savage need we meshed our bodies together into another sixty-nine, only this time we became even tighter than ever. Dawn sucked my cock like a vacuum and I sucked her delicious cunt with my entire mouth. With each ejaculation I became harder, with each creamy orgasm her cunt begged for more of my riveting tongue. The fire in our bodies grew with each orgasmic explosion. Finally, standing no more, I pulled away and bounced on top of her, slamming my hard cock into her fiery pussy. We fucked with a savage abandon neither of us would have ever thought possible before. Even after our bodies were spent and exhaustion had set in, we fucked so more. We fucked as my cock got raw and her cunt became sore. We fucked until we passed out and when we woke up we fucked some more. Waking up a third time, Dawn instructed her waiting slave to slide her hot tongue over our assholes as we sucked each other's demanding nipples. In the ensuing shower we embraced and sucked our tongues over our hot and lusty skin. We needed more and more of each other. The love juice in our veins did not seem to wain with time, it only grew stronger by the sexual lust we sought from each other. The evening encounter spilled into the next day. After our morning shower together, we were perfumed and dusted by Dawn's french maid. Dawn allowed me to suck Steve's (the french maid) cock for my morning cravings. Then we slept by the comforting sun of her pool in the backyard. I woke up to Dawn sucking vigorously on my cock. When she saw my eyes opened, Dawn mounted me, her tanned skin gleamed by the rays of the sun, her hands reached out to tweak my hardening nipples as mine reached out to do the same to hers. Dawn was a sexual tower of lust with an unquenchable thirst for nonstop sex. After reaching another fantastic orgasm by the pool, I fell asleep once more. It was when I awoke did I realize this second night would be far different than the first. I had fallen asleep by the pool but I awoke between the satin sheets of Dawn's waterbed. Dawn stood naked in the doorway, smiling and cooing for me to stand up from the bed. When I did so she told me to stand still, approached me and gave me a warm and loving kiss. Turning me around, she then took my wrists and attached leather cuff collars to each one. As she purred sweet nothings into my ear, she took my wrists behind my back and cuffed them together. Her hands trailed down my stomach and stroked my cock. As it grew, Dawn slid a cock ring to its base and then stroked my cock to a permament hardness. Tonight was slave night and I was her worthless slave. She was Mistress Dawn and her every command would be obeyed. Ordered to look straight ahead, I remained frozen as a two-inch leather slave collar was tightened around my neck. A ball gag and leather strap harness was attached to my head and a leather harness around my waist. Biting tight clamps were attached to my nipples forcing me to make screaming muffled moans through the ball gag in my mouth. Lifitng my legs one at a time, Mistress Dawn and her assistant slid silky black nylons up each leg and secured them to the waist harness. Then I had to slip each of my feet into pumps that lifted my soles six inches off the ground. Leather cuffs were attached to each ankle and a small chain attached to each one which would make me walk in very small steps. A large vibrator was inserted into my asshole that I would later discover to be of the remote controlled variety. Mistress Dawn scolded me for the tears that cascaded down my face and told me I would be severly punished later in the evening. I was ordered not to show pain for my confinements. Otherwise I should expect more punishment. A leather strap was attached to my head harness and secured to my waist harness forcing my head to be kept in a slightly raised upright position. I was naked, humiliated and totally enslaved. Now in a position that made it very difficult for me to see where I was going or where I stood, Mistress Dawn attached a leash to my slave collar and tugged on it slowly leading me into what seemed to be the living room. Standing frozen in pain and discomfort, Mistress pressed me against a wall and attached my cuffed wrists to a hook that protruded from the wall behind me. Then she left me alone as her french maid slave cooked and served her dinner. Then they both disappeared from the room and I was left to whimper in my own solitude. Sometime later Mistress Dawn came back into the room. Taking me by my head harness, Mistress Dawn forced my head downwards inflicting much pain and forcing me to look upon her new outfit. Mistress Dawn wore a black leather corset. Her hair was primed into a ball above her head. She wore heavy makeup accentuated by purple lipstick and fingernails and long black eyelashes. Her golden pubic curls gleamed between the black corset and her black stockings and spiked heels. Long cat-o-nine tails whip flowed from her free hand. And she spat in my face to confirm that I was her slave and she was surely my Mistress. Unhooking my body from the wall, Mistress Dawn led me to the center of the living room and commanded me to remain frozen until given my next command. Then she began to whip me with hard, firm strokes against my ass, belly and legs. As the frequency of the whip increased, the intensity of the vibrator in my ass increased as well. Try as I might, I could not hold back the tears that poured from my eyes and the groans of pleasure/pain that escaped from my gagged mouth. Mistress Dawn screamed at me for disobeying her commands and whipped even harder making sure that every other stroke made contact with my ever straining rigid cock. I wanted to orgasm so badly but the ring at the base of my cock prevented me from doing so. Suddenly the whipping ceased and Mistress stepped forward and squeezed my cock as she slapped me across the face several times with her open right hand. Then she left me alone, frozen and silent in the middle of the living room. A while later, the doorbell began to ring and I heard voices behind me. Mistress Dawn was throwing a party and I was the central attraction! Every so often I felt a hand there, a squeeze and a pinch somewhere else on my bound and exposed body. They were having fun and admiring my torment and my servitude gave me pleasure. After a while the talking lowered and I felt the leather strap removed that kept my head in a slightly raised position. The ball gag was also removed as Mistress ordered me to my knees and told me to crawl to the first exposed pussy and begin licking. One at a time, I sucked every cunt that was in the room. Big ones, little ones, fat ones and thin ones. Every so often the intensity of the vibrator in my ass was increased and also my bottom was soundly whacked by a whip or wooden hammer. Though the ring was tightly around the base of my cock, I orgasmed just the same much to the displeasure of my Mistress. But the pain/pleasure was much too much for me to endure and I had to experience release whether or not Mistress allowed me to enjoy it. After I was through sucking all the endless array of cunts that were presented before me, I was led to the center of the room on my knees. There, my hands were uncuffed from behind my back and placed into a leather sheath and attached to a hook that descended from the ceiling. Now assholes were presented to me to lick and suck while my bottom was whipped till I felt my blood trickle down my thigh and legs. Then the vibrating dildoe was removed from my asshole and replaced by a seemingly ever gigantic and bigger dildoe that Mistress had strapped onto her waist. Then as Mistress Dawn abused my already ravaged and swollen nipples, she fucked my ass in a savage unrelenting pace. The intensity was too much for me, especially without the love juice flowing through my veins, and I passed out sometime later in the night of pain and abuse. When I woke up the next morning, I was free of my leather restraints and wrapped around Dawn and the satin sheets of her waterbed. Opening my eyes, Dawn kissed me and told me to join her in the shower. Under the steam of the hot cascading water Dawn wanted me to make love to her but I was reluctant to do so. She became angry and violent, beating and punching me unmercifully. Spent and shaken, Dawn deposited me back on the steps of Master's brownstone after telling Master about her displeasure in my performance. Then the woman who I had made such passionate love to only a few nights before, kicked me in the stomach and spat in my face as Master dragged me by the hair back into his dungeon for more savage punishment. Dragging me down the stairs to the room where no one wished to enter, I was strapped to a table and electrodes attached to my body. Master stared down at me. He told me he was truly ashamed of my behavior and now he had no choice but to completely retrain and restructure my very existance. Crying and asking for his mercy, Master cooly said it was too late for all of that and motioned for his hooded slaves to begin the process. Clenching my eyes closed, I vowed to myself I would not forget who I am. Then the electric bolts hit my body and brain and life came to a virtual standstill. My name is Sara and I live to serve Master. Today I awoke from what seemed to be a dream that I cannot remember except to say that I thought I was asleep forever. But the cramp in my stomach consumes my very being. I crumble into a fetal position and roll off my straw bed on the floor. I begin begging for morning cock. I don't know why I am begging, begging for this morning cock. I only know I must in order to survive. I must suck cock in order to live. Crawling over to my feeding troth, I continue to beg until a naked cock is placed through the hole in front of me. Quickly I open my mouth and suck greedily, now knowing that only its hot semen will relieve the pain the consumes me. As the hot semen fills my throat, the pain magically goes away. Now, without thought, I stand in front of the wall. Why I do not know. Because I must. Because it is Master's will. Suddenly a door appears in the once blank wall. When the light hits my eyes I lower them for I am not permitted to gaze into the face of Master or his servants. Commanded to step forward into the light I do so and extend my arms lengthwise. Quickly my daily restraints are attached to my body. The slave collar to my neck, the leather harness around my waist, ankle and wrist cuffs, eight inch leather pump shoes, leather head strap harness with ball gag, nipple clips, cock ring, and additional straps and chains and inhibit my movement at all times. With a spiked leash attached to my collar, I am led downstairs to my place as Master's ornament in the parlor. A little while later after remaining frozen in bondage for the amusement of Master, my ball gag is removed. Ordered onto all fours, I am screamed to crawl to the bowl on the other side of the room for my first of three meals during the day. I am served dog food right out of the can. It is the only food I know. It is tasteless but I eat it down as my ass is whipped, obscenities are screamed into my ear and I am humiliated for being such a worthless slave. Afterwards I am sprayed down with a hose and ordered to assume my afternoon pose. This is very painful but the pain is good. I remain in this contorted, bent over position throughout the afternoon. Every so often the ball gag is removed and an aynonamous cock is pushed between my lips. I must swallow all of the cum and not miss a drop or I shall be whipped till the welts burn into my soul. Other times, my asshole is violated by a cock or any number of a variety of objects besides the usual dildoe. After my evening meal, I am bound and placed for my toilet slave duties. I drink urine and clean assholes as I am commanded to do so. The urine is warm and salty. The assholes are icky and awful but I must lick them clean to serve my Master. I have no thoughts of my own. My mind is a blank at all times. My life is worthless. I am worthless. It is my life. I awaken in the morning on a bed of dry straw. Instantly, cramps descend on my stomach. I try to soothe my pain with my hands but they are secured to the floor. I begin to cry and scream out pleading for morning cock. I try to break free from my restraints to no avail. I buckle and writhe in my own sweat as the cramping pain grows inside me. Finally, as if by magic my arms and legs break free and I struggle into a crawling position. Growling like a dog, I grovel about the dark room. I am breathing heavily and foaming at the mouth. I growl "Cock, Cock!" over and over again. Though I can't see, my nose smells it. I crawl to that part of the room and with my heightened sense of smell bring my panting mouth to the cock that protrudes from the wall. Hungrily, I suck its needy essense into my body. I bathe my tongue around its majestic head. The cramps go away and my body relaxes. As the hot cum of the cock fills my mouth, my mind lets me know what I am do to next. With the creamy cum still visible around my lips I crawl back to the middle of the pitch black room and stand up. I come to attention, thrusting out my breasts with my hands and remain perfectly still with my eyes tightly closed. I hear a door open and feel bodies move towards me. I am shackled, chained, blindfolded and dragged out of the room. My body is hosed down with hot water and sponges cascade about my skin obviously cleaning me down. Then I am hosed down again and finally dried with hot blowers. A voice tells me I am to be one of Master's art pieces this day. At first I thought it was all a horrible dream. Waking up one morning between the softness of my satin sheets, I passed up this nightmare as I begged for my morning cock. Then a hooded slave hit me with a syringe full of Master's love juice and the rush hit me like a stream of sunshine filling my veins and awakening my energy for another day. It was when I read the paper during breakfast did I realize that something was wrong. Looking around, I noticed many of the faces were new and different. And the date on the newspaper was two years older than when I remembered last reading it. The shock hit me that the nightmare had not been only a dream. It had been real. It all came back to me. I had been sent down to the dungeon after my disobedience to Mistress Dawn. Master had electro-shocked me and brainwashed me into one of mindless bondage slave for two years as punishment for not living up to his expectations. Two years of my life had been erased as one of his mindless puppets. And then I was brought back into the real world. At least the real world that I had become accustomed to. What had been before I still could not remember. I knew then that I had to follow the rules. That I had to obey Master's evey wish. And when the time was right and I had all of my priviledges back, I had to get away as fast as I could. I didn't get my chance until several months later when I was out on a shopping spree. Sometime in the late morning I woke up. Though exhausted and spent from the strenueous night before, I still fall on the fall with the awful cramps in my stomach. Only after my dose of morning cocksucking do I regain my composure. Carefully but quickly I prepare a syringe of love juice and inject myself. My body relaxes as the love drug settles my nerves. Then a moment later it jolts me backwards, the rush hitting my brain and rebounding back down the rest of my body. Now I am ready for my slave attendants to administer my love bath. While I am relaxing in the tub, one of Master's sex slave kittens comes to me and tells me that Master has given her to me for the morning for appreciation of my submissive obedience the night before. Sighing with appreciation and love for Master, I have the sex kitten slide between my legs and slowly suck my cock while the hooded slaves attended to my bathing needs. Standing before the full length mirror, the hooded slaves toweling off my wet body, I tried to remember my past. All I could think of was this boy called Samuel. Lifting my fingers to my nipples, I massaged the tips between my thumbs and index fingers. One of my slaves injected another hit into my arm and almost instantly the thoughts of that boy named Samuel whistfully escaped from my mind. That night I was on my knees and sucking Master's cock once more. I was Master's favorite slave and as I slobbered over his cock, I reveled in my superiority over all the other possessions of Master. Every night I please Master by providing pleasure to his many friends and associates. At least twice a week Mistress demands my submission. But before every evening session, I am first trained and ravaged by Master, my sole purpose for living. It was while I was out shopping one day that I met the most fascinating woman at the grocery store. She seemed so interested in me and was so sure we had met once before. She had long brown hair with pretty hazel green eyes that sparkled everytime our eyes would meet. Her name was Mia and though it sounded very beautiful, I knew that I had never met her before even though she kept saying that we had. Mia said she had just moved into the area and hoped we would see each other again. With a smile I took my packages and left. Three days later when I visited the grocery again, Mia was there too! So instead of buying vegetables, we went out walking together. After feeding the birds and talking for such the longest time, Mia gave me her phone number and asked me to call her and get together again with her soon. My excuse for not giving her my number was that I didn't have one. Suprisingly, she accepted my excuse. Then one morning after a particular long night of pleasing many of Master's friends, I skipped my morning workouts after relieving morning cramps with my daily morning dose of hard cock. I called Mia and she was home. We made a date for the movies and I got very excited. Before I left, I applied my most erotic perfume and took along a vial of powder just in case. The movie was great and afterwards she invited me back to her apartment. Sitting on her modular sofa sipping iced tea, we settled next to each other and continued talking. Soon the conversation turned to sex and our eyes met and locked several times. Mia took out a joint and we smoked it. I took out some powder and we snorted it. When Mia took a snort she moaned from the sexual rush it gave her. Bringing her hands up her chest and through her hair she marveled at the feelings the powder had given her. Instantly our lips met and we pressed our bodies close to one another, our arms outstretched and our fingers intertwining with each other. Removing only our shirts and bras, we remained face to face, our tongues sucking each other's essense while our hard nipples brushed lightly against the other. Mia took the lead by first cupping my firm breasts then trailing her tongue down my neck to encircle my right nipple. Sucking on one then the other, her tongue made me throw my head back as spasms of joy electrified my body. Cupping her face in my hands I brought her lips back up to mine and fluttered magical kisses from her forehead to her chin. Now I sucked on her own magical nipples and trailed my tongue down her stomach. Sticking my thumbs under her skirt, I pulled down both the skirt and her panties in one motion as she lifted up her ass and fell backwards onto the modular sofa. In the same motion that her satin thighs opened wide, I pushed my face against her pussy and drove my tongue deep into her wet and succulent love canal. Mia writhed and bucked with passion, driving her cunt into my lips and tongue. Mia tasted so good and my lust for her drove me to a higher intensity than ever before. It was only minutes before I tasted her love cream of her first orgasm. Pushing me backwards, Mia ripped off my blouse and immediately stroked my hard cock. To my amazement, she told me she knew I was a she-male from the moment she met me and wanted me for so long it was driving her crazy. Stroking my cock, Mia wondered if I had any more powder? Quickly I let her snort some right out of the vial. Mia's eyes gleamed like fire and a gutteral moan escaped her lips. Then she drove my cock deep into her throat, deep throating me at once sending waves and waves of erotic pleasure streaming through my body. The shock of the force of her passion made me cum at once like a piston. But Mia didn't stop sucking there. She kept bobbing her head up and down until I was harder than hell all over again. Then she laid back against the velour cushions, propped up her knees and spread open her inviting thighs and screamed at me to fuck her brains out. My cock slipped so easily into her cunt. Our bodies fused together, our titties melded into one and our lips and tongues sucked each other as our groins slapped together to meet each other's furious thrusts. Our fuck was savage, violent and desparate. So much did we wish to merge with the other. So much did we need this union. We exploded together in orgasm. But mycock remained hard and her pussy remained open and willing. So we kept fucking and kissing. This time our rhythm slowed down a bit. The pumping became grinding. Our grunts turned to moans of pleasure. Our kisses became of dance of love. Openly and with words we expressed our love for each other. We knew from that moment on we would be lovers forever. So enraptured with my new love, I forgot to return to the brownstone to serve Master. In the morning I paid for my disobedience. Horrible cramps ravaged my body and I doubled over to the floor in pain. Mia screamed as to what was wrong. But I could only crawl to the side of the room to my knees and beg for cock over and over. Mia became hysterical as I continued to beg Master for cock, my eyes glazed over and looking nowhere as I voiced my desires again and again. Mia returned with a dildoe that looked and smelled like the real thing. It was good enough for when she placed it before my lips I gobbled it up and received my daily energy boost. In tears and patting my forehead with a damp towel, Mia implored to know the truth. Who was Master and why did I so desparately need my "daily cock"? I needed to shower so we took one together, Mia lovingly washing my body with a sponge and begging me to tell her what was going on. All I could ask her, after all that she had witnessed, did she still love me as much as she said she did the night before? Oh god yes she still loved me. That's why she wanted to know. Toweling ourselves off we fell into a tight sixty-nine and it was the first time I had ever experienced sex without using the powder. And with Mia it was wonderful and magical beyond words. With Mia on top, slowly grinding her juicy cunt around with my cock inside of her, she twisted my nipples while I massaged her firm tits. Alive and relaxed, I told her about the brownstone and life with Master. I couldn't exactly remember life before the brownstone except that I knew I was always destined to be Master's slave, even as a child. What made me obey Master without question I couldn't say. But it was a command of the simpliest nature. I knew whenever I heard it, I had to obey the next command from whoever had said it. Mia asked me if I ever knew someone named Samuel. Flashbacks in my dreams maybe but otherwise no. Mia then told me we had known each other before in another lifetime and we had once been lovers back then too. It didn't matter about the details, suffice that we were together once again and this time it was better than the last time and it was forever. That made me happy as we lazily fucked the morning away. Later, while I was fixing lunch, Mia was rumaging through my pocketbook. Something interesting had caught her eye and she asked me about the emergency card. That was the number I should call whenever I became lost or confused. So she called the number up. Slowly her eyes got wider and her face tighter after she said it was me. Putting down the receiver, Mia took a deep breath and asked if she could ask something personal. Sure my love, anything. "Sara Sister Sara". It was Mistress! Dropping the food, I threw off my robe and beckoned to the voice that commanded me. Mistress had come and I dropped to my knees before my Mistress awaiting her next command. Mistress looked down at me dumbfounded, obviously suprised by the emergence of her lost slave. "Prepare yourself." Immediately I took out theglass vial of the liquid form of the powder and measured out an appropiate hit. Quickly I injected it. Sexual lust and erotica swirling around me as I rose to the zenith, I got on all fours and spread my love canal wide for my Mistress. Mistress crawled around to face me. Who was I Mistress? I am your slave Mistress. She was not my Mistress, she was Mia my lover. She was Mia not Mistress. "Sara Sister Sara, I command you to see Mia and not Mistress!" And Mistress' face disappeared and there was Mia! Letting go of my spread buttocks, I brought my hands and wrapped them around Mia's face and began to cry. "Sara Sister Sara, Mistress and Master no longer exist. Only your lover Mia." My mind convulsed to the command. "Sara Sister Sara, you will only obey this command when given by your lover Mia. It no longer has any meaning when announced by someone else." At that moment I felt somewhat free, whatever free was. It felt better but most of all it felt better in Mia's arms and free to know I didn't have to return to the brownstone. Since I wasn't going back to the brownstone, I needed a new wardrobe, so we scurried off to Saks and Bloomie's and use my credit cards. I must have spent over $20,000 on new clothes for Mia and I. We had the grandest of times. Though the credit cards were in my name, the bills were still sent to and paid by Master. So everywhere we charged, I opened new accounts in my name. Then we got ten grand in cash from the American Express Gold Card and caught a flight down to Hawaii. There, within the privacy of our own penthouse suite overlooking the ocean, Mia asked me to inject her with the same amount I would inject for myself. At first protesting, Mia warned me not to make her command me. Mia almost seemed to foam at the mouth when the drug hit her. Telling me to hurry, I marveled at her lust as she felt her body up and down with her groping hands and fingers. In a few moments after injecting myself, I joined her. Our lips and tongues locked together as our sensitive bodies melded together for hours of heightened lovemaking. As the rays of the morning sunlight hit our eyes, we woke snuggled in the warmth of each other's arms. But as my eyes squinted open my stomach began to cramp and my brain ordered me to crawl to the corner of the room and beg for morning cock. "Sara Sister Sara, from this day forward you will beg for morning cunt and not morning cock. Repeat the command back to Mistress!" I repeated the command back to Mistress Mia then opened my mouth as her cunt descended on my face. Eating cunt gave me as much energy as ever eating morning cock. Within minutes I felt vibrant and fresh. Mia wanted to know where Master kept and stored his vials of liquid powder. Downstairs in the ice boxes I told her. Taking the phone off the hook, Mia instructed me to wait on the bed for her return and not to move or answer the door for whatever the reason. I protested then she commanded me as Mistress and I obeyed. Three hours later Mia returned. She had boxes of the glass vials and sacks of the white powder. She also had a large manila folder under her arm and some cassette tapes and a recorder under the other arm. I wanted to run and greet her but I was frozen by Mistress' command not to move. Hastily, Mia went into the other room where I couldn't see her. A half hour later she returned and injected me with a large hit of liquid. With the room spinning around I fell backwards onto the pillows and passed out. I awoke with headphones around my head and Mia lying next to me, her warm lips glued to my left nipple and sucking it so erotically. There was a newspaper on the bed and it said it was Wednesday. Then I passed out again. When I opened my eyes a second time it was morning and the newspaper said it was Sunday. Taking the head phones off, I got up and took a much needed shower, and got dressed in a pretty summer dress that had been laid out for me. It occurred to me that there were no cramps this morning and I had not begged for morning cock or cunt. Mia was in the kitchen preparing breakfast and I snuck up to her wrapping my arms around her waist and kissed the nape of her neck. Mia swung around and we embraced in a loving morning kiss. Then she took me to this doctor who examined me. He said I was in good health and complemented me on what a beautiful she-male I had become. This intrigued me because I didn't remember being anything but a she-male all my life. But anyway he then gave me a shot and prescribed me some pills. Mia said the pills would make sure I continue blossoming into a female and she would administer them to me. Next we went out to the suburbs of Jersey and searched for our new home. Mia decided on a lovely two story Tudor-style house nestled in a lovely suburb with trees and and large fenced in backyard. It had a pool and jacuzzi and also a suana. The house had a large room in the basement with a large living room and a den on the first floor and an extra large master bedroom on the second with three other rooms as well. The attic was another room too! That night we went and bought furniture for the whole house except for the basement and the next day started to move in. --