My Early Years


Part 1

I am 30 years old now and single living in San
Francisco California. My parents raised me (only
child) in Arizona until my father got a job in
California when I was 16. I am Hispanic of average
height and weight. Arizona was very boring to me
and I had few friends so I spent most of the time
watching TV or going to the only movie theater in
town.

I don't know exactly how it happened but I started
to watch my mother dress and really liked when she
dressed up to go out with my dad because she
always wore pantyhose. I started liking pantyhose
and would wear my mothers when they went out. I
did this for a long time and never had my own pair
so one day I went to the store for my mom. I
bought the things on the list and added a pair of
pantyhose for me. I was so excited that I ran home
and went to my room with the pantyhose. I remember
they were suntan with reinforced toes and panty
and they felt great. I use to wear them at night
and when my parents were out.

When we moved to California I still wore pantyhose
but I started wearing them on weekends under my
regular clothes. It wasn't until I was 18 when I
went to my first x-rated theater in town. I liked
the movies and went every weekend but did not wear
pantyhose to the movies, I don't know why but I
just never did. I started noticing men that
dressed as women around the city and became
interested in them so I started going to adult
bookstores to buy magazines about transvestites. I
would go home and put on a pair of pantyhose and
look through the magazines and play with myself.

I finally got my dads old car when I was 19 and
really started going out to the bookstores and
theaters at night. My parents thought I was out
with friends but I always went alone. I started
going out driving around town wearing pantyhose
with nylon gym shorts and sandals. I really liked
the way my legs looked in pantyhose. One night I
stopped at phone booth on a quiet street east of
the city and pretended to be making a call. I was
standing there in my pantyhose and shorts and felt
very sexy and luckily no one came by. I started
doing this all the time and one Friday night I
decided to stop in one of the x-rated theaters. I
took off my gym shorts and sandals as I drove and
put on my jeans and shoes. I went inside and sat
watching the movie by myself. I started getting a
hard-on and very carefully rubbed my crotch and
after a while a man sat next to me and I was
afraid he caught me rubbing myself but he didn't
say a word.

We both sat there and he said hi to me and asked
if I liked the movie. I said I did and he told me
his name was Tom. I told him my name and we
watched the movie. His leg started brushing
against mine and I didn't think anything of it
until he put his hand on my leg. I was scared but
my dick got real hard but had never thought of
having a man do this to me, I always liked wearing
pantyhose only. I sat there and he moved his hand
to my crotch and rubbed it a little. Then he took
my hand and placed it on his crotch and had me rub
it. I could feel it was hard and very big but I
was afraid to move. More men started coming in so
we both stopped and I left shaking like a leaf and
went home fast. I laid in bed that night thinking
about what happened and started fantasizing about
doing it again.

I went out the next night to the same place and
sat watching the movie. I also noticed men sitting
next to other men and realized they were playing
with each other. This got me horny and I started
rubbing myself and soon a man sat next to me. I
guess that was the signal to approach another man.
This man was about 30 years old and he started
rubbing himself and looking at me. I looked at him
and he put his hand on my crotch. I liked the way
it felt and just sat there until he reached and
opened my jeans. He put his hand on my cock and
found out I was wearing pantyhose. I thought he
would leave but he really liked it and kept
playing with me. Then he put his hand under my
pantyhose and jacked me off. I came in the
pantyhose and he left so I put my jeans on and
left also. I kept doing this and found a lot of
men that like guys in pantyhose. I started wearing
my jeans and shoes without socks in the theaters
and felt sexy when men would see I was wearing
pantyhose. I started jacking men off at the movies
while they felt my legs and even let a few men
take my pants down to my knees while we sat and
watched the movie.

Many of the men wanted to suck me or have me suck
them but I was afraid of HIV so I didn't until I
met Steve. I was watching the show when he sat
next to me and we were soon jacking each other
off. He whispered that he wanted me to suck him
but I said I couldn't. He was ok with it and I
kept jacking him off until I went to the restroom.
He followed me and we were standing in a toilet
stall talking and he had his hands on my hips. He
asked why I wouldn't suck him so I told him I was
afraid. He said he was glad to hear me say that
and told me he would wear a rubber and would not
cum in my mouth. Steve kept whispering to me and
was rubbing my ass and kissing me so I said I
would and he pulled his cock out and I stroked it
then he put the rubber on it. I had never sucked a
cock and it felt great in my mouth. Steve told me
how to do it and was soon holding my head with his
hands fucking my mouth. I did this for a while
then he stopped and pulled me up and kissed me
while he pulled my jeans off. He really liked the
way I looked in pantyhose and he turned me around
and held me with his arms. His cock was pressed
against my ass and his hands were on my thighs
while he kissed my neck. I felt so sexy especially
when he knelt down and licked my ass. He had me
step out of the jeans and was feeling my legs and
licking me. Then he pushed me down and I sucked
him hard until he pulled it out, took off the
rubber and shot his cum on the wall. It was great
and that was the night I started cutting a hole in
my pantyhose for my cock so I could do more things
in the theater.

Steve and I met many times and I loved sucking his
cock. One night we were sitting there and he
started pulling my pants off in the theater and I
got scared but he said it was alright so I let
him. I was sitting jacking him off wearing a
T-shirt, pantyhose and tennis shoes with my cock
sticking out. Other men started sitting all around
us and I got really hard because they were all
watching me. While I jacked off Steve the man next
to me started jacking me off and I let him. Steve
put a rubber on and had me kneel in front of him
and suck him. I sucked him hard and soon the men
sitting by Steve wanted blowjobs too so I had them
put on rubbers. I finished Steve and started on
the other men. One man was real hung and I
couldn't get it all in my mouth but I really liked
it. I ended up sucking 5 guys that night and did
not get home until early morning and my dad was
mad that I was out all night.

My dad took the car away from me for a month and
told me to find a full time job now that I was out
of school. We argued and yelled but he would not
change his mind. Over the next few weeks I looked
for a job and was hired at a department store in
town. I worked in the evenings until 9 pm and came
home after work so my trips to the theater stopped
for a while. I liked the job and the people at
work but I really missed the theater and
bookstores. One week the manager asked a few of us
to work late into the night doing inventory so I
was busy earning extra money. One man that worked
with us was very nice and we use to talk all the
time about different things. He was working
inventory with us and one night we were the only
ones working so we sat around talking and finished
inventory. A couple of days later he asked if I
wanted to come by his house and watch TV and have
a snack because his wife was out of town for the
weekend. I said ok and he gave me directions and I
showed up at 7 pm. We watched TV for a while and
then sat at his bar talking about different
things.

Then he wanted to know if it was ok to ask me a
personal question and I said yes. He asked me if I
wore pantyhose because he noticed them under my
pants at work when I was bending over and my shirt
came up my back. I didn't know what to say but he
told me to relax and that he would never tell
anyone, besides he really thought I was a nice kid
(he was 50). I started telling him about me and
how I liked wearing pantyhose but did not mention
the theater. He wanted to be my friend and was
willing to help me anytime I needed anything so I
was relieved and soon went home.

We became closer friends at work and one night he
asked me over because his wife was leaving and I
said ok but he also said it was ok for me to wear
pantyhose if I wanted. I went to his house and we
talked for a while before he asked If I was
wearing pantyhose. I said yes and he asked if I
would show him so I raised my pant leg to my knee
and he felt it with his hand. He asked me if I
would take my pants off so he could see all of me
and I said yes because my dick was getting hard
and I wanted to show him. I took off my shoes and
socks then stood up and walked over behind the bar
and dropped my pants. He told me to come over to
him and I slowly walked over with my hands
covering my hard dick. He was sitting on his couch
and I walked over and stood in front of him and he
really liked the way I looked. He felt my legs and
ass and took my hard dick in his hand and stroked
it a few times before he asked me to sit next to
him. He told me he liked me very much and he was
lonely because his wife was not interested in sex
anymore. He kissed me put his arms around me and I
reached for his cock. He asked me to stay over but
I couldn't so he had me get up and face away from
him so he could see my legs and ass. He took me
into the bedroom and took my shirt off and removed
his clothes. He hard a very hard nice cock and I
got on the bed with him. We kissed and felt each
other then he wanted me to suck him but I didn't
have any rubbers so I told him about my fears. He
convinced me that he had not had sex with anyone
in the last few years except his wife and that she
did not have any diseases. I trusted him and took
his cock in my mouth and it felt much better
without a rubber. I sucked him for a short time
and he started cumming in my mouth. I swallowed as
much as I could but he had a big load and was not
able to take it all. It tasted so good to me that
I kept sucking him after he was done and he got
hard again. He said this had not happened in a
long time and he rolled me over and put his cock
on my ass while he pinched my nipples. Then he had
me get on my hands and knees and I felt his cock
entering my ass. It felt so big and it hurt for a
while but it was soon inside and I didn't move
until he started fucking me. He fucked me hard and
kept telling me how much he was enjoying it and I
said I liked it also. We fucked for a long time
until he came inside me and it felt so warm and
nice I did not want him to stop cumming. We laid
on the bed for a while and kissed before I had to
go home but we made a date for the next night.

We did the same things the next night and this
time we sucked each other in bed. I spent most of
the night with him and forgot that I had to be
home and my dad was very mad at me the next
morning. We argued again and he was making me stay
at home for 2 weeks this time. I went to my room
and my mom came in to talk to me. She sat on the
bed and told me dad was very angry and that I
should listen to him but that she was also very
worried that I would get hurt one night. I asked
what she meant and she told me that it was very
dangerous at night and I should be very careful
when I went out. She also said she understood my
feelings and that she loved me very much. She told
me she had known for a long time that I was not
out with friends from school and she had cleaned
my room a few times and found some of my things
laying around so she put them away before my dad
found them. I knew she was talking about my
pantyhose because a few times I thought I left
them under my bed but found them folded and in my
underwear drawer. She said my dad would not
understand and asked me to be careful and walked
out.

I continued wearing pantyhose and meeting men for
a few months and one night my friend from work
told me that I should dress up as a girl and that
I would be knockout. We talked about it and he
helped me buy clothes, wigs and all the other
things I needed.

Part 2

I started looking through Transvestite magazines
and found a crossdresser newspaper that had the
address of clothing stores in the city and in
other cities. One of the stores was on Mission
street in the Castro District and I started
thinking about going there to buy clothes. I found
the store and drove around for a while trying to
make up my mind to go in or not. I finally made up
my mind and went in but I was very nervous
especially when the lady working there asked me if
I needed any help. I told her no and looked around
quickly and left.

I told my friend at work that I went to the store
but left without buying anything because I was
nervous. He asked if I wish now that I had bought
something, I said yes of course, and he mentioned
that the store was for crossdressers and I should
not be nervous. The lady at the store was very
nice so I decided to go back soon. I went back on
Friday and went in to look around again and saw
many nice shoes and clothes and stockings. The
same lady was there and she asked if I needed help
and I said I was just looking. She remembered me
and told me to relax and look around and to let
her know if I needed help so I felt a little
better. I found some very nice shoes that I liked
and she came over to help me find my size. She
came back with the black pumps and asked me if I
wanted to try them on but I said no. She then
asked me if I was new to this and when I said yes
she told me that I should try them on to make sure
they fit ok and I can walk in them so I agreed. I
sat down and she handed me a stocking to put on
but I told her I didn't need one and took off my
shoe and sock. I was wearing pantyhose so I
slipped the shoe on and it felt great so I asked
if I could put the other on and she told I should
walk in them. I put them on and walked around and
they looked great. The lady told me to pull up my
pants and look at my legs in the mirror and I
thought they looked great and she agreed so I
bought them

I didn't say anything to my friend because I
wanted to surprise him so I went over to his house
and hid the shoes under my rolled up jacket and
put them on the floor by the couch. When he went
to the kitchen for a soda I told him I was going
the restroom and picked up the shoes. I went in
and took off my pants and shirt and put my high
heels on. I went back out wearing the shoes and
pantyhose and he really liked the way I looked and
we were soon kissing and his hands were all over
me. His cock was very hard and I took his pants
off and sucked him for a while then I stood up and
bent over in front of him so he could see my legs
and ass and he tore a big hole in my pantyhose and
was fucking me real hard and for a long time.

After we finished I told him about all the nice
clothes I saw in the store and he suggested I
start buying some so I could dress up for him. He
even gave me money to buy a sexy dress and told me
he would send his wife to visit her sister back
east so we could spend the whole weekend together
as man and wife. I loved hearing him say that and
his cock got hard again so I laid on the bed
between his legs and sucked him slowly for a long
time before he came in my mouth.

I went shopping a week later and bought a dress
and garter belt with stockings. I had never worn
them so the lady at the store helped me put them
on. I can remember how excited I was to be in the
dressing room wearing the stockings over my
pantyhose(I don't like panties) with the high
heels she let me use. I bought a black dress that
was a little above my knee but she suggested I
have it hemmed shorter and she would send it out
if I wanted. I really liked they way it looked
real short so I had her send it out for me. During
this time my friends wife became very sick and
they ended up moving back east so he never got to
see me dressed as a girl.

Part 3

I continued buying clothes and wearing them when I
was alone at home but I would hide them in the top
of my closet so no one would find them. My
favorite thing to do was to dress up in my
pantyhose, garter belt and hose and heels while I
drove around the city. It was very exciting to
have men in trucks pull up next to me and see my
legs. One night I got dressed and took my shoes
with me (in a gym bag) to drive around and I went
to a part of Oakland where there are many big rig
trucks because the drivers could easily see me all
dressed up in the car. I drove around and decided
to pull my pants off and put on my heels. This
always gets me excited so I drove around and let a
few guys look at me then I headed down a quiet
street because I wanted to walk around outside my
car. I parked and looked around before I got out
and walked down the street. This was great and I
felt so sexy in my garter, hose and heels so I did
this for a while until I saw a truck a few blocks
away so I got back in my car and left. I drove
around some more and I had one truck driver pull
up next to me and he followed me all over. I
didn't know if he was mad or liked me so I pulled
away and I could see him flashing his lights at me
and waving for me to come back. I was horny so I
turned around and drove back by his truck and he
stuck his head out his window to say hello and
tell me how nice I looked. I thanked him and he
wanted to talk to me so I said ok and parked
across the street from his truck. He came over and
was telling me how much he liked my outfit and
seemed like a nice guy so I was ok when he started
feeling my thighs and cock. We kissed and I got
out of my car and we both kissed and I felt his
cock through his pants. He told me he wanted to
take me into his truck and have sex with me so I
reached in my car and got a pack of rubbers and he
was rubbing his cock on my ass while I did this.
We went in his truck and he had a small room with
a bed in it so I helped him take his clothes off
and I put the rubber on his hard cock. We sucked
each other and he then turned me over on my knees
and tore my pantyhose so his cock would go into my
ass. It was very long and felt great going in and
out. He was real rough with me and fucked me real
hard but I liked it a lot. He fucked me for a long
time until he said he was cumming so I quickly
turned around and pulled the rubber off. I jacked
him off until he shot his cum on my chest and legs
while I sat in front of him. We both spread his
cum all over my body and I was so hard that he
sucked me and let me cum in his mouth. After we
finished he gave me a rag and I cleaned up and
left. This was the first of many hot times with
truck drivers and the good thing is that they are
the nicest guys I have ever met and the guys with
the biggest cum loads.

My dad and I argued all the time and he made me
quit my job and work with him because he wanted me
to learn a trade (mechanic) a get a better job. I
never liked working on cars so it didn't last long
and we just argued more so I had to quit and went
back to work in the department store. A year later
I took a vacation and drove to Los Angeles because
I had been reading magazines about crossdressers
and wanted to see Hollywood.

I packed my things and went to LA for a week and
my first stop was Lydias TV Fashions. This is a
store for TVs and I ended up buying my first wig,
a bustier and makeup and some very nice high
heels. I went to my motel and dressed up that
night but was not very good at makeup so I changed
into my regular clothes and went to the Queen
Mary. It was a great place and there were so many
beautiful TVs and men that were after them that I
wanted to come back dressed up. I went back to
Lydias the next day and asked her if I could
schedule a makeup session that evening and she
told me come back at 7 pm so they would finish by
the time they closed and told me to bring my
clothes with me so I would be all dressed up.

I drove around Hollywood that day looking at
everything and finding bookstores and a few
theaters in the area. I went into the theaters to
check them out and met a few nice men that I
liked. It was finally time to get ready so I
showered and shaved my legs and got my clothes in
the car and headed for Lydia's. I walked in and
the make-up lady was there with Lydia and she told
me to go ahead and get dressed and then she would
do my make-up so I did but I was a little nervous
because there were a few men in the store at the
time. I came out and she liked the way I looked
and Lydia mentioned that I had very pretty legs
but my dress was a little too short so I had
better be careful when I sat down and we all
laughed. The men also laughed by they agreed that
I looked great. My make-up was complete and she
put on my long wig before she turned the chair to
face the mirror but they all said how beautiful I
looked. She turned me around and I couldn't
believe it was me! I stood at a full length mirror
and I looked great and was so happy. I thanked
them and walked outside to my car which was parked
right outside the store and drove to my motel. I
was very nervous driving back to Hollywood but I
also liked the way I looked. I stayed in my room
until 11 pm then decided to go to the Queen Mary
and got on the freeway back to Studio City. I
parked on the street behind the bar and walked to
the bar. There were a lot of men cruising around
and I had a few ask if I wanted to go for a ride
with them but I walked to the bar and went inside.

It was Saturday night so the bar was crowded so I
sat at the bar drinking a ginger ale and talking
to a few people. I loved sitting there all dressed
up in my short dress and I had a few men tell me
how great I looked. I was having so much fun and
the time went so fast before I knew it the bar was
closing but I did not want to go back to my motel.
As everyone left the bar, the street was packed
with cars and men picking up TVs and one guy I met
in the bar asked if he could walk me to my car and
I said ok. We walked and he was very nice so we
stood by my car for a while until most of the
crowd was gone. He wanted me to go home with him
but I didn't know him so he offered to meet me in
the bar Sunday night to get to know each other and
I said ok and kissed him good-bye.

I drove around Hollywood the rest of the night all
dressed up and had many guys pull up next to me
wanting to meet me but I went to my motel. I slept
all day long and woke up feeling great that I had
dressed up and started planning my night. I went
back to the bar that night and met the same guy
and we really liked each other so I told him I
would spend the night with him later in the week
and he was ok with that. We walked out early and
sat in his car for awhile and I ended up sucking
his cock and letting him feel me all over then I
drove to Hollywood. I wanted to go to a bookstore
all dressed up so I went to Stans and parked in
the rear and walked in. The guy working there said
hi and I looked around the store for a while just
to make sure all the guys saw me then I got $5 in
tokens for the arcade and bought a pack of
rubbers. The guy smiled and told me I would need
them the way I looked and I thanked him and went
in the arcade. There were a few guys standing
around and guys in booths so I walked up and down
and a couple of guys talked to me and one invited
me in booth with him. He was an older man (I love
older men) so I said ok and went inside. He sat
down and I sat on his lap watching the movie then
he started feeling my legs and we stood up and
kissed. I got on my knees and opened his pants and
he had a large hard cock so I put a rubber on him
and sucked his cock until he came. I did this with
2 other men then I redid my make-up and went to
buy more rubbers. The guy at the counter asked me
if I was having fun and I said it was great.

I wanted to walk around so I went out the front
door and planned to walk around the block back to
the rear parking lot for my car. The street was
very busy even at 2:30 am and there were a lot of
hookers in the area so I felt ok especially when
guys would pull and try to pick me up. I went to
my car and drove to my room for the night. I had
so much fun the rest of the week and even spent a
night with the guy from the Queen Mary but it was
Thursday night and I was planning to leave Sunday
morning for home. I went to Lydia's Thursday and
bought a new red dress that was very very short
and sexy and even bought a pair of red 4" sandal
strap heels for the last weekend. The dress was
too short for stockings so I went to the store and
bought a few pairs of coffee and suntan Leggs
Sheer to Waist pantyhose(my favorite). It was a
quiet night so I dressed up and drove around for a
while and decide to drive to Downtown LA for a
while. I got on the freeway and ended up on the
east side of town where there where lots of
hookers, TVs and men. The men seemed to really
like me and I would walk and stop to fix my hair
and let my dress go up, or I would reach down to
fix my shoe. I never wear panties so the men could
see my ass through my sheer pantyhose. There was a
bus stop bench on the corner so I went and sat
there with my legs crossed and my dress all the
way up my legs and a man pulled up to give me a
ride. I said I was waiting for a friend and he
told me to get in because his hard friend wanted
to meet me and he grabbed his cock. I saw it was
real big so I got in and he drove around the block
and I sat close to him feeling his cock. His hand
was on my legs and cock so we pulled into an alley
and parked behind a building so we could have sex.
We got out of the car and all he wanted was a
blowjob so I got his cock out and put a rubber on
it but he wanted it without a rubber. I told him I
wouldn't do it and he offered me $20 to do it but
I still didn't so he left and I walked back to my
car. I walked around for a while and sucked 3 men
but is was almost 4 am so I left. I went to turn
left on one street and came close to getting hit
by a car because I turned in front of it. I didn't
hit him but the police where behind me and they
stopped me. I was so scared I wanted to die. They
told me I turned improperly and wanted my id. They
asked if I had been arrested before and I said no
so and they went back to check. They came back and
asked if I had been drinking and I told them I
didn't drink at all but they told me to get out so
they could check. I got out and they had me stand
on the sidewalk. If you have ever been to LA you
know the streets are quiet at this time so there
were not many people driving by. They had me do a
sobriety test and I passed but then they asked me
if was out looking for cock. I got real scared and
they asked me if I liked getting fucked in the ass
and a lot of other things. I kept very quiet and
only nodded my head then they told me they were
taking me to the station for a breath test because
they thought I was drinking. I said I wasn't and
they handcuffed me and put me in the car. As we
drove to the station the policeman sitting in back
with me told the other police that I wasn't
wearing panties and laughed, so the guy driving
said "the drunks in the station will really like
her" and laughed. This got me real scared and we
went to the station. We walked in and up an
elevator and reached an area where a guard let us
in. The other police came by and asked where they
found Sweet Cheeks (me) and laughed. The cop from
the car then told the others I had forgotten to
wear panties and lifted the back of my dress so
they could all see. They led me into a holding
cell and took off my handcuffs and put me in with
about 10 other guys and said they would be back.

There was no place to sit so I stood there with
the guys and they were making comments about me
and asking to fuck me. Most of them were drunk so
I managed to walk over to the corner of the cell
and just stood there. Two guys came over to me and
started talking to me and one guy had his hand on
my ass and the other guy was in front of me and
they wanted blowjobs. I didn't move and they did
this until I started jacking one guy off while the
other felt my ass. Another guy said the cops were
coming so they left me alone and I was on my way
to do the breath test. I did it and passed easily
so they had me do it again and passed again. They
were a little disappointed and said I was free to
leave. They would not give me a ride so I had to
walk about 20 blocks to my car. It was about after
5 am and a lot of people were out going to work
and I had to walk down to my car. By the time I
got to the car it was starting to get light and I
had a lot of guys try to pick me up but I went
straight to my car and the motel.

I didn't wait for the weekend, I left for home the
same day. Back home I felt so much safer and went
out dressed up all the time afterwards. My dad and
I fought a lot and he wanted me out of his house
for good. My mom was great and would try to talk
to him but he did not listen. One night she came
into my room and explained why my dad was mad at
me. He was convinced I was a fag and didn't want a
fag son in his house. She asked if I was but I
wouldn't tell her. She told me she knew I wore
pantyhose because she had found them in my room
and that she had also found my clothes in the top
of the closet but had never told my dad. She said
she didn't like it but that she understood if
that's what I wanted to do. We talked for a long
time and finally went to sleep late at night. The
next day we talked again when my dad was at work
and I did tell her what I did. I told her about
dressing up and that I liked men and she was ok
with it. I ended up moving out two weeks later to
my own apartment in the not so nice part of the
city because that's all I could afford. I
continued going out to the bars in the city and
would spend a lot my time in the Black Rose and
the Motherlode. I was soon going there every night
and continued dressing up and having sex with men.
I was a regular and started hanging out with the
other "girls" outside the bar and started letting
men pick me up. I made quite a bit of money and
kept this up for a couple of years until I met a
certain guy. We met in the bar and I fell in love
with him. We spent a lot of time together and
ended up living together for 2 years. We split up
and my parents moved back to Arizona when dad
retired so I still do the same things. I work
during the day and go out at night although I
don't work every night. I look even better than
during the early years and love dressing sexy for
men!