Danessa's Faded Star
Chapter 2 - Photo Shoot

Rolonda showed up in the late morning. Danessa had been up straightening up the apartment.
"We gotta get goin', Nessa," Rolonda said when Danessa opened the door. "I gotta be to the shoot by eleven."
"I ain't so sure I wanna go," Danessa told her. "If I get mixed up wit' this kinda shit, I might as well forget 'bout bein' on TV again."
"Girl, you worry too much," said Rolonda, exasperated. "You jus' come wit' me, an' you be seein' jus' how easy it be. You got somethin' better to be doin'?"
"All right," Danessa gave in. "Lemme put some clothes on."
Danessa went into the bedroom she shared with her mother and put on a light blouse and shorts. She rejoined her cousin in the living room and together they left the apartment and headed down the stairs to the street.
Rolonda's beat up Chevy was parked in the loading zone. The girls climbed in and were off down the busy street. Danessa never felt completely at ease with her cousin driving.
"Anyways," started Rolonda. "I answered this add fo' a model. Turns out dey takin' porno pics for some web site. Two hundred bucks for a half hour o' showin' off my stuff. Not bad, huh?"
"Londa!" exclaimed Danessa. "Is you crazy? You want yo' naked ass showin' all over the damn world?"
"What da fuck?" Rolonda countered. "I ain't care 'bout dat. Let 'em look if dey want. All dey gotta do is pay. A girl be needin' some money, Nessa. You know dat!"
"But, you don't know who these people are," protested Danessa. "You wanna get yo' ass raped an' dumped in some alley?"
"Dat ain't gonna happen," laughed Rolonda. "Ain't no way. 'sides, I already done took some pics wit' dese white boys. Dey ain't do shit but take da pics an' pays me my money. I got my hair an' nails done right after. Check out da new nose ring, girl! Ain't it da shit?"
"It's cool," replied Danessa. "I couldn't be doin' that, though. Showin' my stuff off like that. People be recognizin' me."
"Yeah, but dat's why you be makin' so much!" Rolonda told her. "When I told dem white boys dat my cousin was Li'l Nessa from da Malarkeys, dey jus' 'bout shit! Dey say dey give you a thousand fo' jus' showin' off yo' titties. Take you five minutes."
"Is that where we're goin?" asked Danessa. "I ain't doin' nothin' like that!"
"Be cool, girl," Rolonda said. "You ain't gotta do shit. I'm jus' takin' you to my shoot so you kin see how easy it is an' hear what dey got to say. Dat's all. If'n you want, I take you back home right now. 'Course, dey got some air conditioning."
Danessa didn't want to put her cousin out. Rolonda frequently exercised poor judgment, but her intentions were good. Plus, she was more than a little curious about it all. A thousand dollars was a lot of money just to take her top off. The air conditioning sounded good, too. Just like in her apartment, the Chevy's air conditioning didn't work.
"No, I'll go wit' you, Londa," Danessa sighed. "But, I ain't takin' no porn pics."
"'kay," said Rolonda. "I hear you. We jus' 'bout dere."
They pulled into the parking lot of a seedy looking two level motel. What had obviously been a swimming pool was now filled in with dirt and weeds grew out of it. At one end of the parking lot were two newish looking cars. Rolonda parked next to them and got out of the car. Danessa followed her up the stairs to the second level where here cousin knocked on the door of the end unit.
"Londa!" exclaimed a white man in his late twenties wearing a baseball cap who opened the door. "Come on in. You brought Nessa! Cool! Come on in."
"Hey, Doug," replied Rolonda. "Yeah, Nessa came along. She jus' gonna watch. She ain't ready to do no posin' or nothin'."
"That's cool," Doug assured her.
Doug closed the door behind them once the girls had entered the room. Danessa looked the white man over. He had sandy brown hair under the cap and was wearing a tee shirt and cargo shorts. He didn't appear too threatening.
"Hey, Buzz!" called Doug. "You ain't gonna belive who's here. Li'l Nessa! The Li'l Nessa from the Malarkeys!"
"You're shittin' me," came a voice from the motel room's bathroom. "I gotta see this."
Buzz emerged from the bathroom, drying his hands on his tee shirt. He was a few years older than Doug and his hair was cropped so short Danessa couldn't even tell what color it was.
"Hey, you really are Li'l Nessa!" blurted Buzz.
"That's right," admitted Nessa.
"Awesome!" Buzz exclaimed. "Ever since Londa told me she knew you, I was hopin' I'd get a chance to talk to you. You look incredible!"
"Thanks," replied Danessa.
"If you're up for doin' some porn, you can make some serious coin," Buzz told her. "Your name and face alone are worth a ton. But, damn! You could still pass for fourteen! Uh... You are at least eighteen, right?"
"As of two weeks ago," said Danessa.
"Lots of guys love the school girl look," Buzz went on. "Put you in a school girl outfit... You know, plaid skirt and white blouse... Put your hair in braids like on that show you were on... Fuck! The total package is worth thousands. Thousands you could be makin', Nessa!"
"I ain't know if I's ready for that," Danessa responded.
"Hell, like I was tellin' Rolonda," continued Buzz, "if you wanted to make a movie, not some web site clip but a real video, I could get you fifteen grand. All you'd have to do suck some dick an' maybe take a load in the face. Kinda nasty, I know, but it might take you twenty minutes! Almost a grand a minute! Pretty fuckin' awesome, huh?"
"I ain't suckin' no dicks," Danessa stated plainly.
"Hey, I'm jus' sayin', that's all," Buzz held up his hands. "Seems a shame to waste such a pretty face."
"We better get started, dude," said Doug. "We got that other girl comin' over for a suck 'n fuck with Rod."
"Yeah, right...," Buzz replied. "You' can stay if you want, Nessa."
"'kay, but I ain't takin' no pics," insisted Danessa. "So don't even start wit' me."
"Relax," replied Buzz. "We ain't gonna do nothin' like that. You can jus' make yourself comfortable while we get ready to do Londa. She's a fuckin' hottie! The dude we sold her first pics to says how he got a hundred sign ups the first day she was on the home page of his site! Ain't that right, Dougie?"
"It's the truth," seconded Doug. "Londa's a hottie. We better get started. We got somethin' new for you, girl. We wanna shoot you with the blonde wig today. Kind of a different look. What do you think?"
"Sure," Rolonda agreed. "Whatever you want. You da ones payin'."
"Oh, yeah," Buzz interrupted. "Give her the shirt, too. And the shorts."
"Okay," Doug replied. "Here you go."
Doug handed Rolonda a long blonde wig, a white tank top, and red hot pants. The big girl nonchalantly pulled her red shirt off and removed her bra. Her huge breasts swung as she put the white tank top on. She put the wig on and straightened it in the mirror on the wall.
Danessa sat in a chair that was just to one side of the front door. It had a good view of the two beds that dominated the room. When Rolonda turned to face her, she was shocked to see that her new shirt said "fatblackcumdumps.com" across the front.
"Damn, girl!" exclaimed Danessa. "You see what it say on dat shirt?"
"Yeah," replied Rolonda. "Dat's da name o' da web site. So what?"
"Never mind, Londa," sighed Danessa.
Rolonda shrugged and turned towards the two white men.
"So, what you want me to do?" she asked them.
"Just get up on the bed and work it, girl," said Buzz. "Dougie's just gonna video the whole thing and I'll take the stills. Just like last time."
"A'right," agreed Rolonda, getting up on the bed and striking a wide open pose.
Danessa watched in horrified fascination as her cousin writhed on the bed, spreading her legs, her pussy almost visible through the leg of the hot pants they'd had her wear.
After a few minutes of that, Buzz put the camera down.
"Pull the shorts off now," he instructed her.
Rolonda worked the hot pants off, leaving the panties. The camera clicked the whole time. Doug kept the video camera trained on the big black girl.
"Start pullin' the panties down, Londa," Buzz told her. "Show us that snatch. Stop when you've got 'em down to your knees an' hold your legs up."
The big girl complied while Danessa looked on. Watching Rolonda obediently show off her private parts was making her feel funny. She knew she should be embarrassed for her, and she was, but she felt a tingle between her legs.
"Sit up an' lift up the top," ordered Buzz. "I wanna see your boobs, but make sure the web site name is still readable."
Rolonda pulled the tank top up, revealing her large breasts. Danessa could see that her cousin's nipples were hard. Could it be that she was getting off on this degrading display?
"Panties off, girl," Buzz instructed her. "Spread 'em wide."
"Shouldn't she have the pumps on?" asked Doug.
"Yeah," agreed Buzz. "Put the pumps on. The white ones."
Doug fetched a pair of white pumps and handed them to Rolonda. She put them on and resumed her pose with her legs spread wide open.
"Why do you want her wearin' shoes in bed?" asked Danessa. "I don't get it."
"I dunno," Doug shrugged. "Everybody does it this way."
Danessa rolled her eyes and watched her cousin humiliate herself.
"Smile big," ordered Buzz, clicking away with the camera. "Now, make the "O" face. That's it!"
Rolonda opened her mouth as if she'd been surprised with an orgasm while posing on the bed.
"Yeah!" Buzz encouraged her. "Hold your pussy open now. I wanna see some pink!"
Danessa thought she noticed her cousin blushing as the big girl reached between her legs, took hold of her pussy lips, and spread them. She realized that in spite of her bravado, Rolonda found this degradation humiliating.
"Dougie, give her the dildo," suggested Buzz. "Fuck yourself with it good, Londa. Shove it right up there. Keep up the "O" face like you love it."
Doug picked up a large purple colored dildo and tossed it between Rolonda's spread legs. The big girl picked it up and put it in her mouth, as if she was felating it. Doug moved in for a close-up.
Once she'd got it slick with saliva, Rolonda put the dildo between her legs and began to fuck herself with it. Danessa looked on, wide eyed. She couldn't believe her cousin was doing this in front of strangers for two hundred dollars. These pics would be on some web site for anyone to see!
"Let's get some ass shots," said Buzz. "On your knees, girl. Show me that big fat booty!"
The big girl rolled onto her knees, spreading her legs so that her vagina was visible through her parted thighs. Again, Doug caught it all with the video cam as Buzz moved in for an extreme close-up.
"Look back at me...," said Buzz. "Big smile. You want it bad."
Looking back over her shoulder, Rolonda smiled gamely. Danessa could tell that her cousin was trying desperately to hide just how embarrassed she was.
"Good... Good...," Buzz encouraged her. "Let's see that "come hither" look, girl. Make it look inviting. Guys are gonna be bustin' a nut to this pose."
Rolonda did her best to look like she wanted the unseen wanker to take her and have his way with her. Buzz stepped back to get her face, pussy, and asshole all in the same shot.
"Spread wider," instructed Buzz. "I can't quite see your asshole. I want a good pussy and asshole shot."
The big girl grabbed her ass and spread her cheeks. Buzz clicked away.
"That's better," he praised her. "That's what we wanna see. Now get the dildo up in there and work it."
Picking up the purple dildo, Rolonda reached between her spread legs and started to push it into her pussy. Danessa blushed at her cousin's wanton display in front of the two strangers. The big girl fucked herself with it while the white men recorded her self-inflicted debasement.
"Okay, that's about enough," Buzz said as he looked into the view-finder of the digital camera. "I want you to cum loud in thirty seconds. Everybody be quiet so we can get this the first time."
After another half a minute of masturbation, Rolonda began to moan and gasp. The big girl did the "O" face with her mouth open and her eyes rolled back. Danessa couldn't believe that anyone would be taken in by the fake orgasm, but she supposed it was expected.
"Oh, yeah!" cried Rolonda, lost in the throws of faux ecstasy. "Uh. Uh. Uhhh..."
"That's it," announced Buzz, putting the camera down.
Doug likewise ceased recording with the video camera.
"Let's see what we got," said Buzz.
The two white men went over to the desk on the other side of the room where they had a laptop computer set up. They were quickly engrossed in reviewing the pictures they'd taken of Rolonda's display. The big girl sat up in the bed.
"See, Nessa?" she said. "Ain't nothin' to it. Two hundred bucks fo' dat! Kin you believe it?"
"I saw, Londa," replied Danessa. "I believe it. I don't think I could be doin' it."
"I tell you somethin' else, girl," said Rolonda. "I kinda like gettin' all nasty like dat. Sometimes I jus' be thinkin' 'bout all dem mens strokin' off to me an' gittin' off on seein' my stuff."
"That's nasty, Londa!" exclaimed Danessa. "Men jerkin' off to yo' picture! You can't tell me you ain't embarrassed by it!"
"Maybe I is...," conceded Rolonda. "But I's turned on by it, too."
There was a knock on the door. Doug turned away from the laptop and went to the door. A tall white man with black hair and a couple day's of stubbly beard was there. Rolonda vainly tried to cover herself. Danessa was surprised they didn't give her any warning before answering the door.
"Hey, Rod!" Doug greeted the newcomer. "You're early, dude."
"Yeah, I didn't run into too much traffic so I figured what the fuck," replied Rod. "You got a couple black chicks, huh? I like the knockers on the big one and I swear the other one looks like that girl from that TV show!"
"That's the girl," Doug told him. "That's Li'l Nessa. How 'bout that shit!"
Danessa blushed and felt a little queasy. She was growing more and more uncomfortable at being recognized and associated with such unsavory business.
"Hey, Londa, wanna make another three hundred bucks?" said Buzz, turning to the girls. "Suck Rod off an' take a load in the face. It'll be fuckin' great!"
"I'm down wit' dat!" replied Rolonda.
"Nessa, how 'bout it?" asked Buzz. "You ain't even gotta get penetrated. Just be in the shot with your boobs showin'. I'll give you a thousand bucks, cash. Ten minutes on camera. That's a good fuckin' deal, girl."
Danessa's face grew hot. Her mother's words reverberated in her head. This wasn't about ten minutes of embarrassment. It was about the end of her career and a lifetime of shame. The thousand dollars would be long gone and forgotten while the humiliation would never end.
"I ain't gonna do it," objected Nessa. "Maybe I better jus' go wait in the car."
"Hey, no problemo," Buzz told her. "Nobody's gonna make you do shit you don't wanna do. It's good money, but if you ain't interested, then forget it. You can stick around an' watch. You'll see it ain't no big deal."
"Yeah, you ain't gotta go, Nessa," added Rolonda. "Why don't you jus' watch. C'mon, girl."
"A'right," agreed Danessa. "I don't mind stayin'."
"Cool," said Buzz. "You ready, Rod?"
"Just have her suck me hard before you start shootin'," Rod told him.
"Okay," agreed Buzz. "Londa, take care of him."
Rod dropped his jeans and stepped out of them.
"Right there, girl," ordered Rod.
He pointed at a spot on the floor in front of his feet. Rolonda got down off the bed and knelt in front of the white man. Even soft, his dick was big. She wrapped a hand around it and put it in her mouth. In a few seconds, Rod was hard. The big girl grinned, admiring her work. Buzz reached over and pulled the blonde wig off of her head.
"Stay down there, Londa," instructed Buzz. "Pick up where you left off. Dougie, are you ready?"
"Yeah, Buzz," replied Doug. "All set."
"Bob your head, girl," Buzz coached her. "In as deep as you can go. Then almost all the way out. We wanna see how much dick you can take."
Rolonda took as much she could. She gagged twice trying to take Rod's entire length down her throat, but she just couldn't manage it. Then she moved her head back up his cock, his glistening white shaft slowly being revealed as it emerged from between her thick negro lips.
"Fuckin' awesome!" exclaimed Buzz. "Lift your leg, Londa. We still wanna see your cunt even if it ain't bein' used. Higher... That's it."
Gamely, Rolonda leaned to one side and lifted her leg off the floor without letting Rod's dick slip out of her mouth. Danessa couldn't believe how her cousin was going along with being treated like a piece of meat.
"Okay, up on the bed now," directed Buzz. "Keep standin' there, Rod. I want the girl on her hands an' knees still suckin', but with her ass pointed at the camera. Gives us more holes to look at."
Climbing up on the bed, Rolonda positioned herself as instructed. Once she was on her hands and knees, she leaned forward over the edge of the bed and slurped Rod's cock into her mouth without using her hands.
"Great! Fuckin' great!" Buzz told them. "Hey, Rod! You 'bout ready to bust a nut in her face? Should be fuckin' hot!"
"Yeah," groaned Rod.
"A'right," said Rolonda, her mouth full of Rod's dick.
Doug and Buzz walked around to the side of the bed where the third man was standing. Both pointed their cameras at Rolonda's face for a close up. Just as they got the shot lined up, Rod pulled his cock out of the big girl's mouth and ejaculated in her face. Danessa watched as shot after shot of thick white semen coated her cousin's face. One blast caught her right in the eye, but she barely even flinched.
"On your back, girl," instructed Buzz. "Lay on the edge of the bed, girl. Careful... make sure the spooge stays on your face."
Slowly, the big negro girl rolled on to her back and lay on the edge of the bed. The cameras caught the look of humiliation on her face.
"Give Rod the video cam, Dougie," Buzz directed. "Jerk off in her face. I want to see her done up bukkakke style."
"No prob!" agreed Doug eagerly. "This won't take long!"
The sandy haired man stood next to the bed and began masturbating. It barely took fifteen seconds before Doug shot his load in Rolonda's already cum covered face and into her hair. Buzz kept taking pictures of the colored woman's degradation until his partner's cock was drained.
"Here you go," said Buzz, handing the digital camera to Doug. "Try not to get too much spooge on it. Open up, girl. This load's goin' in your mouth."
Doug took the camera and trained it on Rolonda's glistening black face as she opened her mouth. Buzz stepped up to her and rapidly stroked his dick. Ten seconds later, semen blasted right between her open lips and pooled in her mouth. She just lay there with her eyes closed and took it.
"Don't swallow..., yet," ordered Buzz. "Sit up... Slowly. Don't wanna lose all that spooge."
The big negro girl slowly sat up on the edge of the bed. Danessa saw the semen dripping off of Rolonda's face and onto her large hanging breasts. She wanted to be disgusted, but instead she felt twinges of arousal. Her cousin had been transformed into a totally sexual being.
"Open your mouth now," Buzz instructed. "Let's see the spunk still in your mouth..."
Rolonda opened her mouth to show how it was full of cum. Doug zoomed in with the video cam while Buzz got different angles. Then he used his hand to force her mouth open wider for the camera.
"Okay, now swallow it an' then open up an' show us it's gone," Buzz directed.
The big black girl complied. With an exaggerated gulp, she swallowed the white man's seed. Then she opened her mouth back up for inspection.
"Jesus, look at her," added Rod. "What a slut!"
"This is so fuckin' nasty!" said Doug. "Man, we fuckin' coated her whole face!"
Buzz continued taking pictures while Rolonda stoically sat still, the white men's sperm drooling off her chin. Danessa wondered how much longer her humiliation would continue.
"Get her a towel, man," Buzz told Doug. "Maybe you better get two. There's a shit load of spooge on her."
Doug went into the bathroom and emerged with a couple of towels. He handed them to Rolonda. She wiped off her face while Buzz photographed it. Danessa shifted in her chair.
"I'm gonna go get somethin' to drink," announced Rod.
The black haired man pulled his jeans on and opened the door. Sunlight streamed into the motel room. Rolonda didn't even bother to cover herself up. Instead, she just stood, headed into the bathroom, and washed her face. Buzz and Doug started dressing as the door swung shut.
"See, Nessa?" Buzz was telling her. "What was that? Fifteen minutes? You could make fifteen grand doin' what Londa just did. A fuckin' grand a minute! You wouldn't even have to swallow it if you didn't want to."
"It ain't for me," Danessa told him. "I ain't that desperate yet."
"Well, you know where to find us if you change your mind," said Buzz.
Rolonda came out of the bathroom and went to where her clothes were. Silently, she dressed. Buzz pulled out his wallet and peeled off five one hundred dollar bills. He hesitated for a second before peeling off another.
"Here's a little more for bein' such a good sport, Londa," he said. "An' to show your cousin we ain't bad guys."
"Thanks," said Rolonda.
Danessa and her cousin left the two white men hunched over the laptop reviewing the images of Rolonda's shame. They passed by Rod banging on the soda machine at the top of the stairs. Neither girl spoke until they reached the car.
"I tol' you it was easy money, Nessa," said Rolonda, once they'd sat down in the car. "Six hundred dollars! Jus' fo' struttin' my stuff an' lettin' some white boys jack off on me. Dat ain't nothin', girl. You could be makin' even more 'n dat!"
"I jus' couldn't do it," replied Danessa. "I ain't so strong as you. To me, it was too degradin'. I can't believe guys git off on it."
"Bullshit!" countered Rolonda. "Yeah, it's degradin'. An' it's fuckin' humiliatin'. But, girl, it kin be hot, too. Is you tellin' me you ain't feel nothin'? Yo' coochie ain't actin' up at all?"
"Maybe a little," allowed Danessa. "But I can't do it no how."
"A'right," Rolonda said. "Hey, you wanna go get some chicken? I's hungry as a motherfucker."
"That's okay, Londa," Danessa responded. "I better get home in case Mama come home early. I ain't want her all worried or nothin'. I don't hardly go out."
"You sho'?" asked Rolonda. "I's buyin'! Den I's gonna go git my nails done. Dey fucked up my hair so I's gonna have to git it done, too."
"Not this time," replied Danessa. "Jus' drop me at my place."
Rolonda started the motor and pulled out onto the street. Danessa looked out the window as they made their way to her apartment.
"Are you gonna keep... modelin' for them white boys, Londa?" asked Danessa.
"Shit, yeah!" Rolonda answered. "Dat money's too easy to say no to, girl! You crazy?"
Danessa let herself out of the car when they pulled up in front of her building.
"I'll holla at cha, girl!" smiled Rolonda. "Right after I puts some mo' minutes on my cell... Bye, Nessa."
"Bye, Londa," said Danessa, waving as her cousin drove off.
Back in her apartment, the air was stifling hot. She almost wished she'd participated in the goings on if only to have enough money to fix the air conditioner.
Danessa turned on the TV. She'd gotten home just in time for a rerun of the Malarkeys. She quickly changed the channel and flopped onto the couch.