God, I love the Net! I mean, where else can a guy explore forbidden fetish desires, indulge himself in erotic fantasy and even meet those with similar sexual proclivities? I'm 30-something, and I have an unquenchable sexual thirst for foot fetish erotica; otherwise, I'm an average 'Joe'...though my name is Eric. Guess I'm considered good-looking, a typical American jock build -- tall, muscular (I workout with a passion!) but have the kind of face others refer to as being intellectual, aesthetic -- narrow forehead, brown eyes and usually, a friendly smile. My wire-rimmed glasses and longish brown hair apparently lend a touch of the aesthetic to my features; I've been told I'm handsome -- and hey, nothing like having your ego stroked! However, my sexual preferences have not exactly endeared me to my past girlfriends; a few of them actually told me I needed to get counseling. In fact, I tried that -- so I know why I feel the kind of desires I do, but there's no way to change it. Sexuality is individually distinct; and what might turn me on might leave you disgusted. At any rate, the point of this story is that I want to share some of my own sexual tastes and habits, see if any of you out there might get-off on this too. As I mentioned, I love feet -- female feet are the most arousing, sexually stimulating sight for me. And because of this, I've been driven to do some strange things just to get a glimpse of bare women's feet. Sure, I can find these "images" on the Net; and I do so, frequently. But I also like walking through the busy downtown streets in the summer, looking for women who are wearing open-styled sandals...some dainty feet, or larger ones, with painted nails. I like to see women in high-heels too, especially if it looks like they're uncomfortable; the idea of painful, throbbing, aching feet...well, that adds a delicious element of excitement to it. I like to imagine taking off those cramped shoes, and massaging those pretty feet....all the while feeling my own cock surging with a growing erection! I like going to swimming pools, beaches (which is one reason I live in south Florida) and looking at the many, many shapes of bare women's feet -- you'd be surprised how much actual difference there is in feet. My personal favorite is the look of very small, dainty feet...particularly if the toes are also small, square, and have painted nails; red polish is a real turn-on. Sometimes, I like to catch a glimpse of the bottoms of feet, say if the woman is sitting or lying down, and I can get a look at her feet -- strangely, a callus or corn will send a tremor of sexual stimulation through my body too. I guess I have a thing for just a little bit of pain; not that I'd ever inflict any pain, I see myself more in the role of relieving the pain, not causing it. And then, there's hosiery -- a glimpse of stocking may have once been quite shocking, but man-oh-man, it gets me going! I love to see a woman's long, shapely legs with sheer stockings on, and then, to watch her remove her shoes, see those small feet in stockings only! Yikkes, I'm getting hard just writing about it! What's my favorite scenario? Oh, I have lots of fantasies -- and I've actually made a few of these come true. Not with a willing girl-friend (sad to say, I'm alone right now) but by paying for it. While I can perform sexually with a girl-friend, it's just not the kind of wild sexual thrill I get from indulging my foot fetish fantasies. Let me tell you my all-time favorite foot fetish experience; honest to God, this is my favorite fantasy. I called one of those 'escort' services, and arranged to meet this gal at a motel. Money is no problem; I make a great salary, I'm single and so I tried to find a service that had a gal to match my fantasies. Usually, I wasn't disappointed. Anyhow, this particular night was in June; it was hot as hell outside, and I'd spent the whole day wandering around a nearby beach, looking at women's feet. I had a hard-on that was painful, and couldn't wait to meet this gal I'd described to the service. The plan was for her to arrive around nine; I'd already gotten a room, settled in and had been fantasizing, fondling my hard-on while waiting. That's another thing, I'm into masturbation in a big way! So, when there was a knock at the door, I stuffed my rock-hard erection back in my pants, and went to let in the lady. Oh, she was what I'd ordered -- and more. Opening the door, I saw the cutest little gal you can imagine -- about 5'2", real petite, an angelic face, dazzling blue eyes, a pretty smile and long, long blond hair down to her waist. My eyes fell immediately to her legs, very shapely, nicely clad in darkish hosiery...and then, I feasted on those dainty feet wearing narrow, tight high-heels. She even fidgeted a little, saying, "Wow, my feet are killing me!" I managed to ask her in, grinning like an idiot; she looked me over, as if thinking that I didn't look like a foot fetish freak. Truth is, I thought I saw a spark of erotic attraction in her pretty blue eyes -- which was fine, not that anything would come of it. Or at least, I knew it wouldn't. After I'd closed the door, she crossed to the bed, sat down on the edge of it and fidgeted a bit more, as I stared at her, my eyes dropping to look at her feet. She squirmed some more, moving her feet around -- sending shivers of intense excitement through me -- and then, with one foot, she kicked off a high-heel, wiggling her toes, saying, "Um, that feels good, my feet sure do hurt, think I'm getting a callus from those heels!" I quickly crossed to her, kneeling down and asking, "Mind if I look?" She smiled, said, "Go ahead, why don't you give me a foot massage..." Yummy, would I ever! I reached out and let my hand embrace her foot, my fingers feeling the shape and size, the warmth of her skin, the feel of the sheer nylon... my cock was achingly hard, as I slowly, seductively ran my hands over her slender, dainty foot, stroking, stroking and caressing it gently, leaning down to place a kiss upon her foot, then turning to ease off her other high-heel, tossing it aside. She sat there very primly, seemingly unattainable and unmoved by my passionate ministrations as my hands caressed her feet, each touch and stroke causing my body to shudder with near-unbearable sexual excitement; I felt high, like I'd had a hit of coke...the rush was fantastic! I continued touching her pretty feet, but then I leaned forward, and began lavishing kisses all over her feet, my tongue licking across the tops, down along the bottoms, taking a toe into my mouth, sucking it...which brought a cry of delight from her as she exclaimed, "Wow, that feels sexy! I never...this is all new to me!" I liked it that she was playing along so well; or, perhaps even did get sensual pleasure from it. Hell, I really wasn't concerned with her feelings by then -- except as the object of my desire. God, I was working myself into a fever-pitch of extreme arousal; I kept licking and sucking on her feet, feeling the sheer hose preventing skin contact. See, I really didn't like to touch the skin; I liked the feel of the nylon...how silky, how slinky it felt beneath my hands, fingers, or the way my tongue wet it, making it cling to her skin. I had to stop for a minute; I got up, walked to the dresser, seeing her in the mirror behind me as she asked, "Anything wrong? Cause whatever you want..." "No," I cleared my throat, trying to get rid of the husky sound, "No, nothing wrong. You're...perfect, just perfect." "Thanks," she said, adding, "I guess! Never um, this is...well, anyway..." I was lowering my zipper now, I couldn't bear it any longer; I had to touch myself, had to feel the size, the length of my hard-on; and it was a monstrous thing, standing out rigidly from my open pants; I glanced at her, saw the look of shock... I bet she was glad our plans didn't call for penetration! And that's something else, I never liked to fuck a woman when I was involved with her feet -- I just liked to use her feet, and not even let her touch me in any other way either. Now I was building up to the main scene -- the one that always ended with my release and relief. I told her to move to a chair; she did, and then I said, "Sit up straight, and open your legs widely." She did as I asked, looking a bit nervous, so I said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you." That seemed to relieve her tension, and her legs fell open so I could see her pink panties...her legs, her thighs shiny with the hoisery...so like a remembered woman's legs and thighs. She asked, "This okay?" I nodded; I could no longer speak, I was trembling with building sexual tension. I walked over to her, then turned around and sat down between her legs, my back to her. I licked my dry lips, anxious that this should all play out exactly, precisely the way I remembered it... "Now," I told her, "put your hands in my hair, move your fingers through it very, very slowly." She did as I requested; I shuddered, and reached down to begin stroking my cock; it was leaking, the scent of my lust mingling with the hooker's perfume and steaming up the small room with raw, animal heat. I couldn't help letting out a groan as her hands ran through my hair, my free hand moving to hold her foot, stroking it and fondling...oh it was good, real good.... Almost the way I remembered it...my step-mom long ago...she'd say she had to trim my hair, then get me in this position. The first time, when I was barely thirteen, I didn't know exactly why I got all tingly when she'd do this -- I'd be sitting between her legs, she'd be fully dressed and I would too. Yet as she began to run her fingers through my hair, snipping off little bits at the edges, I'd start to feel my cock thudding, growing... I was embarrassed back then -- a kid really, ignorant of what was happening. I'd sit there as long as possible, feeling her legs on either side of my head...sometimes smelling the heat of her perfume, the tense way she'd sometimes press her nylon-clad legs against my body, making me tremble and ache with frustration. I don't know, will never know if she was aware of what she was doing to me -- but this went on for a year. And back then, like now, the longer it went on, the more aroused I'd get...but I couldn't, didn't dare let her know I was so worked up. And back then, like now, I'd be dying to masturbate...so, I stopped it now...not touching my hard-on anymore, just telling the girl to squeeze her legs against my body, tightening and then easing, tightening and easing... my cock throbbing untouched, sticking up between my legs and aching for touch. But now, like back then, I didn't touch myself. I used restraint, making it all that much better, that much more intense and building up incredible sexual tension throughout my body. I told the girl to tug on the ends of my hair a little, and she did, sending me into fits of fevered desire... It was always amazing, how clearly I could remember that sexual stimulation with my step-mom, a gorgeous blonde who seemed remote, totally unemotional and uninvolved with what was going on with me...the 13-year-old horny boy sitting between her legs! As the girl ran her hands through my hair, clenching and unclenching her legs against my head, I held her dainty feet in my hands, remembering how my step-mom would kick off her heels and complain of her feet aching, asking me to massage them for her. The first time I'd touched her feet, I'd let go, couldn't help it, I'd cum in my pants; and though she must have seen the stain at my crotch when I stood, she never said a word about it, just dismissed me. Remembering all that, I was so aroused, so hot I began to feel my climax start to build; I told the girl to stop, halt immediately! She did, remaining motionless until I felt the urge pass...then I began it all over again, and did this again and again, as long as I could endure it.... Until, now unlike back then, I finally got up and told the girl to go, leave, get the hell out of my sight! And though I'd not done that back then with my step-mom, (I'd usually just left quietly and went to my room to jerk-off as fast as possible) I wished I could have masturbated in front of my step-mom. But now, here and now, alone in the motel room...I lay down on the bed, began the rhythmic movement of my hand up and down the shaft of my cock as hard, as fast as I could, having a flashback and rearranging that long-ago reality to imagine my cum, when it shot out in a long, thick ribbon onto the bed, shooting off into my step-mom's beautiful face... Release was swift and sure in my fantasy of adolescent sexual awakening from long ago...but it was something I wanted, needed to repeat again and again...past without end.